1 - 20 of 750 Bookmarks by nightwalker365

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane’s steps for hockey success are clean cut, precise, and scientific, easy to give in a tidy, pre-packaged answer: a tried and true fitness plan, a macrobiotic diet and meal prep, yoga for relaxation, and a disciplined bedtime routine—yes, even on the weekends and the off-season.

    And also celibacy. But that one he usually leaves out during interviews.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,685
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    193
    Kudos:
    3,061
    Bookmarks:
    703
    Hits:
    21,683

    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He’s just about ready to doze off—his ritualistic pre-dinner, thirty-minute nap—when, suddenly, Ilya says, “Huh. Interesting.”

    Shane cracks one eye open. “Hmm?”

    “Oh, nothing, малыш,” he replies, though his brows are furrowed when he says it. Shane’s even more curious now.

    “No, really, what is it?”

    Ilya must lose some internal debate; a deep sigh leaves his body before, wordlessly, he turns his phone to Shane.

    The bright light makes him squint, still not used to Ilya and his affinity for both using the light-mode feature and turning the brightness in his phone to a maximum. He forgoes scolding him when, after his eyes have adjusted, he reads: Metros acquires Fil-Canadian Rivera; second Asian player in franchise history after Hollander.

    At first he thinks, oh, that’s my name. Shane hasn’t seen his name mentioned remotely near the words ‘Montreal Metros’ ever since he transferred to Ottawa three years ago. Then, and this is when it finally dawns on him, Shane thinks: second?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,610
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    185
    Kudos:
    1,647
    Bookmarks:
    381
    Hits:
    13,065

    03 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what the fuck this is brutal. i love it

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    222,222
    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    17,632
    Kudos:
    45,455
    Bookmarks:
    17,672
    Hits:
    2,071,725

    18 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    For all his anger, Katsuki knows when to slam on the brakes. He knows when the daily pain of using his quirk tips over into something dangerous, he knows when it’s time to regroup and restrategize, and he’s (slowly, painfully) learned how to accept help.

    Meanwhile, Katsuki is convinced Deku doesn’t have brakes. It’s like someone took a fucking tricycle and hooked it up to a race car engine.

    It infuriates him, it rattles him, it—it scares him. Which is the last goddamn thing Katsuki wants to feel when he’s consumed by the heat of battle, but of course that’s the only time Deku actually unleashes it.

    Or it was, until today.

    -

    This fic was created for the BKDK Unbirthday Party for prompt #NCW-0043: Izuku gets hit by a quirk that makes his personality explosive, so it's similar to Katsuki's. Turns out Katsuki gets turned on everytime Deku is mean towards him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,887
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    11
    Comments:
    94
    Kudos:
    5,431
    Bookmarks:
    1,021
    Hits:
    55,770

    17 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Izuku has never forgotten the way Bakugou treated him when they were younger.

    It's time for some payback.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,193
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    69
    Kudos:
    2,034
    Bookmarks:
    484
    Hits:
    23,785

    17 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 29

    Tags
    Summary

    Mu Qing wraps his arms around Feng Xin. His forehead rests against his back. Warmth radiates from him, body still now, poised with a knife in one hand and a half-chopped zucchini in the other. They stand there. Mu Qing feels his own heart beat. He exhales, mouth open, and tightens his grip.

    The knife clatters to the cutting board. Feng Xin shifts, dislodging Mu Qing from his back, and it hardly matters because then he's turned and his hands, smelling of zucchini, are on Mu Qing's face, and he's frowning, and then he's kissing him.

    -

    In the year following their falling apart, Mu Qing learns to trust.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,558
    Chapters:
    2/12
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    140
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    1,801

    19 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Mu Qing regularly fantasizes about strangling Feng Xin with that stupid sales-rack tie of his that manages to look better than anything Mu Qing’s ever owned. He’s pretty sure Feng Xin harbors the same sentiment towards him.

    Unfortunately, there are a few other things Mu Qing fantasizes about that star his most annoying co-worker— and they only seem to get worse when Feng Xin starts being nice to him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,313
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    230
    Kudos:
    2,505
    Bookmarks:
    488
    Hits:
    26,805

    16 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

    Or,

    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,616
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    1,336
    Kudos:
    7,442
    Bookmarks:
    2,264
    Hits:
    145,958

    09 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You’re going to Boston.”

    Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.

    Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?

    The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.

    -

    Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    51,933
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,836
    Kudos:
    26,878
    Bookmarks:
    7,536
    Hits:
    448,269

    19 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Twelve years after filming their first CCM ad together, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are asked to return for a follow-up campaign. The offer sparks reflection and conversation about privacy, visibility, and what it means to exist openly as a married couple in the NHL.

    ---

    “Okay,” Farah said, brightly. “So. CCM reached out.”

    Shane straightened instinctively. He and Ilya were both sponsored by CCM, they had been for years. Would CCM pull their sponsorships now that they were publicly out? Would they only want to keep working with one of them now that they were married and would be playing on the Centaurs together this season?

    “They want you two for a new ad campaign,” she continued, eyes sparkling. “A twelve-year retrospective referencing the one you shot together the summer before your rookie year.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,600
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    790
    Kudos:
    12,535
    Bookmarks:
    2,711
    Hits:
    98,660

    18 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,174
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4,143
    Kudos:
    33,118
    Bookmarks:
    13,949
    Hits:
    651,069

    18 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "I did. After MLH awards, in June. Oh, I did not tell him about Shane and me. But what he did, it was important. It changed things. For me, at least - maybe for us."

    On the night of the MLH awards, Ilya corners Scott Hunter on a quiet balcony.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,426
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    559
    Kudos:
    13,315
    Bookmarks:
    1,854
    Hits:
    61,848

    17 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “Good night, Hunter. I hope you retire this summer so I do not have to beat your geriatric body up and down ice in the fall.”

     

    what a gem.

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following:

    --His clothing was expensive and stylish;
    --He wore very strange but noticeable cologne;
    --His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;”
    --He looked angry;
    --He was wearing sunglasses.

    What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    99,423
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Collections:
    65
    Comments:
    6,939
    Kudos:
    33,504
    Bookmarks:
    11,967
    Hits:
    598,305

    15 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Sure, but since you’re back so soon,” Ronan said carefully, like he was approaching a startled animal, “You have time to fuck me again before you leave.”
    “Before you leave,” Adam corrected, pointedly, annoyed that he was still wearing his sweaty running clothes. He should be done with his shower by now, but the imposition of Ronan’s half-naked presence in his apartment had once again thrown off his entire routine. “You were supposed to be gone already.”

    or: most of the time, ronan takes his crucifix off when they have sex. sometimes, he doesn't. sometimes, adam thinks he might be ready for a relationship. most of the time, he doesn’t.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    72,344
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    381
    Kudos:
    663
    Bookmarks:
    192
    Hits:
    15,941

    17 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Relax, Parrish, I will make the huge sacrifice of driving somewhere in a car with you," like that isn't how they spend half their time. "I'm not going to miss all the stupid shit you do when you're high."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,808
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    94
    Kudos:
    1,935
    Bookmarks:
    223
    Hits:
    12,080

    16 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ronan probably shouldn't have sworn at the stranger he runs into leaving Gansey’s favorite hipster coffee shop. Blue probably shouldn't have tracked down Adam's soulmate without his permission. But they did, and now all four of their lives are tangled up together, whether they like it or not.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    74,874
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    835
    Kudos:
    2,351
    Bookmarks:
    567
    Hits:
    39,285

    16 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ronan thinks it's weird that Adam is spending time with his brother. Adam thinks it's weird that Ronan thinks it's weird. (Nobody gives a shit what you think, Declan.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,935
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    165
    Kudos:
    2,895
    Bookmarks:
    730
    Hits:
    28,168

    14 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Most of the interesting customers that Adam meets are terrible interesting rather than fun interesting.

    The hot guy who can't keep a cell phone alive might be both.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,504
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    124
    Kudos:
    2,870
    Bookmarks:
    481
    Hits:
    18,752

    13 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 54

    Tags
    Summary

    Adam meets a whole new Lynch to be irritated with.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,668
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    77
    Kudos:
    1,007
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    8,890

    12 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 30

    Tags
    Summary

    Seven times Kaiba pulled all-nighters, and one time he slept all day.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,218
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    67
    Kudos:
    138
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    1,900

    06 Apr 2025

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation