nerdfinalboss
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Summary
collection of my post canon ryanaim works in no particular order. consider each fic isolated snapshots at different points of a consistent timeline
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17 Jul 2026
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Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.
Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.
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- Part 2 of i want it to look like you
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17 Jul 2026
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As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?***
maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving
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07 Jul 2026
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Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.
"Hello?"
A single ragged sob echoed over the line.
It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.
After a long day, Ryan receives a call.
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- Part 1 of i want it to look like you
Bookmarked by nerdfinalboss
07 Jul 2026
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it's a curse I can't break (and I gave my soul to it) by disembarks
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
22 Jun 2026
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They’re staying in a stuffy, sour-smelling room with one of the lightbulbs burnt out and a scratchy white duvet on the double bed, and they’ve hardly said a word to each other in hours.
Guilt suffocates Naim. Ryan is still hurt.
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Bookmarked by nerdfinalboss
07 Jul 2026