my_dearest_handel
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If it’s meant to be by my_dearest_handel
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
15 Jun 2026
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A collection of sweet moments in Jack and Ennis’ life together. Some following canon, some AU.
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Twin Fantasy by my_dearest_handel
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
08 Mar 2026
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Ten moments of Jack and Ennis’ love, hidden away in the mountains for twenty long years.
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you call, we come together by my_dearest_handel
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
10 Jan 2026
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That night in a motel after 4 years apart. Main focus on Ennis’ POV.
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Sadness As A Gift by my_dearest_handel
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
30 Dec 2025
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While helping her elderly father pack up his trailer, Alma Junior finds two blood-stained shirts and a postcard hanging in his closet.
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Sugar Maples by my_dearest_handel
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types, Brokeback Mountain - Annie Proulx
11 Oct 2025
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A glimpse into Jack and Ennis' sweet life together. It is 1984, and they have moved to Vermont and own a dairy farm.
Follows Jack and Ennis along with some original characters as their love persists <33
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After being caught in a compromising position with a boy from town, Jack Twist’s path to forgiveness leads to another man’s corruption.
And, yes, the other man is Ennis Del Mar
RIP his heterosexuality
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- Part 1 of Sinner's Prayer
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- English
- Words:
- 68,687
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Comments:
- 174
- Kudos:
- 825
- Bookmarks:
- 131
- Hits:
- 21,951
Bookmarked by my_dearest_handel
12 Jun 2026
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Canon one-shot, FNIT, sexual. Wasn't uncommon for men to poke each other. Then why the hell was this something more?
Bookmarked by my_dearest_handel
29 May 2026
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Jack is a proto-hippie, Ennis is an apprentice Hell's Angel.
Bookmarked by my_dearest_handel
23 Feb 2026
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Modern AU!AU. This story features Jack and Ennis living in the DC suburbs with Bobby. This particular chapter is set in-between the completed Friends and Lovers multi-chapter fic and the sequel which has yet to be published. It can also stand alone. It's soft and squishy and mostly sex.
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- Part 2 of Friends and Lovers
Bookmarked by my_dearest_handel
20 Feb 2026
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all that is left is all that i hide by Signe (oxoniensis)
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005)
23 Nov 2009
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Weren't no fanciness about the two a them. It weren't no sweet loving by the fireside, no matter if years did have a way of making things look rosy, all soft and pretty with nostalgia.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 476
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 7
- Kudos:
- 95
- Bookmarks:
- 10
- Hits:
- 1,355
Bookmarked by my_dearest_handel
31 Dec 2025