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    Haley
    Hi Shane! Just messaging about our heater again. Do you think we could get it fixed today?
    Shane
    So sorry for the late reply, Haley! I’m at the Olympics and my time zones are all messed up. Messaged my HVAC guy and he’ll be there in the morning.

    Haley
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    Wtf?
    Katie
    Is this guy fr???

    Or: the trials and tribulations of renting from Shane Hollander.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    11 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Thoughts:
    - Related to a lot of moments and found comfort in a lot of the self care that Ilya works to achieve; worth reading again and again
    - Very real and healing and emotional
    - Bad things happen but not in a way thats traumatic for the sake of being traumatic
    - A peaceful ending that forces the reader to also be healthy by not indulging in self harmful indulgence

    Details:
    - POV: Ilya
    - Timeline: Post ep 6 Boston - Ilya Centaurs Preseason - Canon Divergence
    - Ilya sees a therapist
    - Some texting/social media
    - Ilya's therapy notes are leaked, and he is forcefully outed (no other hate crimes)
    - Shane decides to move to Ottawa
    - No trip, no Shane outing
    - Centaurs reaction to Hollander move
    - No relationship reveal reaction

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    The problem is, no one knows how to market Ilya Rozanov's (in his own words) sexy Euro masculinity to an audience of white straight men.

    He needs the best. And if it happens to be his secret lover’s mother who despises his very existence, so be it.


    +16319607169

    See? That is what I need. Do not care that you are not professional. You are best
    This is Ilya Rozanov

    Yuna

    This is a fucking joke, right?

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    31 May 2026

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    Sorren Miitka knows how lucky he is. He gets paid millions of dollars a year to play hockey. He’s the starting goalie for the Montreal Metros, and they’re coming off back-to-back championships. And he never has to defend his net against Shane Hollander in an actual game.

    Because Shane Hollander is his captain. The Shane Hollander—the sleep paralysis demon of Major League Hockey—is Mitty’s captain.

    And also his wet dream.

    (It’s the hockey, really.)

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    21 Apr 2026