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For as long as Macklin celebrini could remember, his life orbited around hockey. Around the discipline that came with it, the strain he felt build with every bad game, but also the sincere joy he felt every time he stepped out on the ice. It was always there, his training and passion carving the way for him to lead his team to victory. He knew this to be true from the time he first picked up a stick, to his time at Boston University, and now on the San Jose Sharks.
But he couldn’t shake the deep seated feeling that something wasn’t right, his shoulders shook a little more with every game, his hands felt like they clenched into permanent fists. With every game came more issues, more things he did wrong, more passes he didn’t make, and more phone calls from the one person he wants to make proud, picking out every single problem with his gameplay.
Rick Celebrini had always been this way, couch first, father dead last. And that fact never made it not sting when Macklin was so desperately seeking his father’s approval, just to fall short every single time. And it hurt, it began to chip away at his body, corroding the bone beneath his flesh, shaping his mindset for the next game that he knew would never be better.
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pierce the screams i seek to forget by misuyu
Fandoms: EPIC - Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Albums)
22 Feb 2025
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He could almost hear the blood rushing through his veins, the quiver in his step. It was like a rushing flow of poseidon’s wrath had condemned him to drown, taking over his senses. He could hear them so clear, as if it was actually happening right at that moment, maybe it… was? He wasn’t sure. But it was so clear, and it was only becoming clearer.
Telemachus sucked in a breath, choking on it as his lungs spasmed searching for air, he felt so off. Like everything and nothing was crashing down on him all at once, so empty yet everything was too much. His hands felt cold pressed against his throat, willing for air to be let in. It hurt, everything hurt, his ears ringing, his head pounding, his eyes throbbing, the cries of those long since dead sounding. A resounding tone of death.
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Fleeting Dreams, Settling Nightmares by misuyu
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
15 Oct 2022
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Toya took another step forward, breathing in the calm brisk air swirling past him. This was truly what Kohane had meant, he realised, this was what he needed to see. He felt a solum gloom settle over him if only for a moment. This is what he could have had if not for the strict teachings of his father, if not for the place that he had been born to fill unwillingly. He stared out at the path leading deep into the forest before him, watching as a mother and father swung their youngest child through the air with their hands. He watched as their other sons ran off and around them, their imagination filling the air with cheerful laughter.
Or, what if Toya went alone to the forest in the Same Dreams, Same Colors event.
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and if you fall (i'll be right here beside you) by misuyu
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
27 Jan 2022
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Aizawa Shouta may sleep a lot, but he didn’t miss a lot. He noticed the trouble Kaminari had with learning, he saw the insecurities Jirou had about her voice, he noticed the way Uraraka would shy away from mentioning her apartment. He prided himself on it, and he tried to help and offer support the best he could, whether that be directly or through school mandated therapy sessions for his class.
But some thing were harder to notice, despite how loudly they screamed. To him Izuku Midoriya, class 1-a’s resident problem child was an open book, he wore his heart on his sleeve, never angry but always seemed to cry. He smiled easily, was open with his friends and always paid attention in class.
But some days, Izuku Midoriya was an enigma.
or, Midoriya is struggling with OCD
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Will swallowed, like he had to push past something before he could speak.
“Stay with me,” he said instead, softer but more urgent. “Eyes open, okay? Just, look at me.”
Mack huffed out a faint breath that might’ve been a laugh.
“I’m always looking at you.”
“Good,” Will said quickly. “Keep doing that.”
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Macklin knows better than to pick a seven-on-one fight after a full hockey game, but he does it anyway. He also knows he should go back to his own dorm after.He doesn’t.
Instead, he shows up at Will’s window at two in the morning, bleeding through his Spider-Man suit, and asks him not to leave. Will doesn’t.
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27 Jun 2026
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Five games.
One season on the line.
One boy collapsing under the weight of all of it.
Mack spirals into a place that’s quiet and terrifying, where pain feels easier than numbness and love feels like something he no longer deserves. Will refuses to let him go, even when Mack pushes him away.
This is not a soft story.
It’s a dark one.
But there is a sliver of light at the end, you just have to make it through hell first.!!! Major emotional distress. Depression. Self‑destructive behavior and self-harm. !!!
Please proceed with caution! and bring tissues. You will need them.Bookmarked by misuyu
27 Jun 2026
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Reaves just looked at him, eyes hard and squinted. "Will broke Mercer's nose."
Tyler just stared. "Smitty?"
Will didn't get angry. Which meant this wasn't Will. Which meant, with the inevitability of a headache beginning somewhere behind his eyes, that somehow this was about Mack.
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26 Jun 2026
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“He just wants so badly for RJ to be okay. That’s it. Because if RJ’s okay then that means that Macklin’s done his job. Absorbed all of his brother’s grief and sadness like a sponge until he has it all and RJ carries none of it.
But life isn’t that simple, and grief doesn’t work like that. If you’re not careful, the blackness of it sticks to your bones, fills the cracks in your heart until you’re half human and half something else. A monstrous thing. There’s no way to absorb someone else’s sadness, not entirely. It just keeps coming, unending and all-consuming.
You have to let them feel it.”
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RJ Celebrini is drafted first overall to the San Jose Sharks in 2029 and billets with veteran Will Smith (Hockey) for his rookie year. Macklin is RJ's legal guardian and brother, unravelling and rebuilding in the background of his brother's first year in the NHL.
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26 Jun 2026
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“If your boyfriend didn’t want to be checked maybe he should find a new fucking job,” Gabe snarled, shoving off the wall with enough force to send Will stumbling back a step.
“Talk about my boyfriend—” Will started only to be cut off by Gabe’s sharp gasp.
“Boyfriend?” Gabe said, dropping Will’s shirt like it burned him. The word hung between them, suddenly too big for the cramped hallway. Will blinked, his own anger stuttering.
Or Gabe and Will end up more upset about Matt and Mack scrum than Matt and Mack. Also Matt and Mack become besties.
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26 Jun 2026