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The clock has always been ticking for Luka, who has been hospitalised for as long as he can remember. But when Hyun-Woo becomes his roommate after a rock climbing accident, Luka meets Hyuna, and for the first time, he gets a taste of what it is like to live as though his heart is not real. He clings to that feeling, because letting go feels impossible. However, he soon is made to learn what it means to love without time, without permanence; to die slowly, love selfishly, and make art out of what is left, giving what little he has like it is everything.
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15 Jul 2026
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A sound of revving motorcycle engine that rapidly approaches and then halts snaps him out of his thoughts. It flies past the clearing and then suddenly stops. Rushed — and undoubtedly human — footsteps are followed by a face peeking through the door. Luka would recognize the hair of this man anywhere, even though it's cut short now.
Look, Hyuna, a man I despised came back. But you never will.
Hyuna isn't there. Hyuna isn’t looking. He's talking to thin air. -
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“So.” He begins eventually after clearing his throat roughly three consecutive times, “You know Ivan rather well, right?”
“No,” deadpans Luka, taking another sip of his coffee.
“You fucking— Don't do this,” Till points an accusatory finger at him.In which Luka learns to speak to people slightly better.
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- Part 2 of Make it till 40 (alnst modern AU)
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A 15 years old Luka is repeatedly told that everything he achieved must've been thanks to his parents and not years worth of his meticulous hard work. By then he knows better than to argue and just smiles. A 23 years old Luka thinks that despite everything his parents must've raised him right, because here he is, relishing in the blindingly bright spotlight, rich, famous and successful.
Luka at 27 thinks that if his parents were kinder, he might've learned that there is more to life than numbers and contracts and vocal exercises, but what does he know. Luka has a carefully crafted career to uphold, and it requires him to maintain his facade. Is it a facade if that's just what he has been this entire time?
Luka doesn't know.
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- Part 1 of Make it till 40 (alnst modern AU)
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13 Jul 2026