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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Since our reunion, there’s been fights, clarity, tears, alcohol, poorly timed hookups, even more poorly timed confessions, and above all, that same love that never left me. Two years ago, when you said those words for the first time, I finally figured how to say I love you. And I realized how much I fucking meant it.” Chuuya’s voice trembled. “You mean… everything to me Osamu.”
    Then he slowly sank to a single knee.

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    Chuuya tries desperately to plan the perfect anniversary date, but nothing goes to plan, and a question waits to leave his lips. Unbeknownst to Dazai, this disastrous evening will change everything. And then they have sex.
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    Still Mine, Always Yours Playlist

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    13 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    Chuuya had done this before after missions, after fights, after Dazai came home pretending he wasn’t sore. He always pretended he didn’t like it, which was a lie. Now Dazai didn’t pretend at all.

    He made a sound so soft it almost didn’t exist—bordering on a whimper. Chuuya’s hands moved down, kneading along the muscles beside Dazai’s spine. Every time Chuuya hit a knot, Dazai let out little whine, half pain, half relief.

    “Stop making noises like that,” Chuuya muttered.

    “I can’t help it,” Dazai whined.

    “Yes you can.”

    “No,” Dazai insisted, voice wobbling. “It hurts and it feels good and I’m sick.”

    Dazai doesn’t ask for help when he’s sick like a normal person. He whines, he clings, he complains like it’s his job—and he feels awful enough that even Chuuya can’t pretend it’s just annoying.

    or: Chuuya acts exasperated. Dazai acts dramatic. They both know Chuuya will baby the fuck out of him anyway.

    Feveruary 2026 - Day four - Whiny sickie

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    08 May 2026

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    Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”

    “Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”

    Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.

    Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”

    “Dazai—”

    Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.

    He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.

    He did not take it out.

    or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
    time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    “You don't want people to stop calling you Chuuya because you are Chuuya why do you want me to stop calling you dog when you clearly are one?”

    “I was told people get sappy after sex, and they tell their partner they love them and kiss them a lot and feel sleepy but clearly that doesn't apply to you,”

    “Chuuya’s so mean! He wants to stereotype me! Bad Chuuya bad!” He swatted her hands away with a glare, one that had no heat behind it.

     

    So they had sex, a lot of it. What happens next, again? Dazai and Chuuya have some very different ideas but maybe they'll learn to compromise and fucking cuddle for once.

    Written for skkvalentinesweek2024, day 6: Cuddling.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “Start talking, fuckers!” he shouted, voice echoing through the warehouse. It smelled like dirt and dust, but there was a metallic note in the air that made his stomach twist.

    He stopped dead in his tracks.

    Osamu.

    Or, Chuuya saves Dazai from yet another close call. (They save each other).

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    26 Apr 2026