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    Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs. 

    Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.


    Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?

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    17 May 2026

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    "I think you should just get that first kiss out of the way first. Find someone you trust and just ask them to kiss you. Like someone you really, really trust. Just so you can finally move on from this first kiss thing and have a little peace of mind."

    "Someone I trust, hyung?"

    Soobin looks at him with a sort of gaze, a gaze that Yeonjun can feel the weight of on his skin, dark, warm orbs looking through everything he is. 

    "Yeah, Soobinnie."

    "Well—"

    Then his gaze drops, the tension breaking and if Yeonjun convinces himself enough, he thinks he can feel the remnants of it tickle his skin. 

    "I trust you."

    Okay, woah, hey, what the fuck.

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    13 May 2026

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    Satoru doesn't moan.

    He doesn’t. He just... breathes. Very loudly.

    Oh god. Is he gay?

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    14 Aug 2025

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    For Olivia

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    Sieun knows that his parents just want him to move past it, to get over it, even if they won’t say it out loud. But there’s no moving past it—not as long as Suho stays like this. There’s nothing to propel him forward, nothing to knock him out of this equilibrium.

    In physics, terminal velocity is the maximum constant speed attainable by an object falling through a fluid. It occurs when the sum of the drag force and the buoyancy is equal to the downward force of gravity acting on the object. Once it has been reached, the object has zero acceleration.

    Sieun has been falling for a long, long time.

    Ahn Suho wakes up. They pick it up from there. (Or: Ahn Suho's cram school for one.)

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Being a make-up artist of the world's biggest boyband is no easy feat, someone is doing flips, someone can't stay still and one's asleep but its fine, you're paid to handle their peculiarities until seven soulmate marks was dropped onto your head and everything goes to shit.

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    a soulmate au with 2018 bangtan, the events in this fic is not faithful to their own schedules

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    20 Jul 2025