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  1. Rec *

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    I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
    I wanna get better, better, better, better,
    I wanna get better

     

    Or, Andrew persuades Neil to give Dr. Betsy Dobson a chance and the decision starts to change their relationship in ways they didn't expect.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 62

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    “I’m not a whore, if that’s what this is,” the boy said, flicking damp hair out of his face. “I won’t fuck you.”

    Andrew stared at him, dizzy with the thought. He belonged in oil, he decided. Thick, expensive paint. Gold leaf. Velvet shadows.

    “I don’t want to fuck you,” Andrew lied.

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    Painter Andrew AU

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    27 May 2026

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    Neil turns his attention back to Andrew, watching as he fixes a jammed printer by kicking the tray with full force. “What do you know about him?”

    “He went to juvie for a few years,” Matt says. “There’s a rumor that he’s killed someone, or maybe it was two people. Anyways, people call him a psychopath. He always carries at least ten knives on him at all times.”

    “Ten knives,” Neil repeats blandly.

    “Just telling you what I’ve heard,” Matt says with a shrug.

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    The new librarian has a reputation. Neil doesn't believe any of it.

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Before he can tune them out as background noise, he hears his name.

    "...definitely toxic. I mean, Andrew drives him everywhere, drags him out of parties early, doesn't let him talk to anyone else... I overheard Aaron telling Kate that Andrew picks Neil's clothes out for him, that's controlling as shit."

    "Yeah, more like emotionally abusive. I don't get why the others don't do anything about it, though, like, if there was even a chance Neil would listen to me I'd be trying to rescue that poor boy."

    "He probably doesn't even realize he needs rescuing, though, right? Like, that's how abusive relationships work. Besides, you know what his life's been like, with parents like his he might not know what a healthy relationship even looks like. And the others are probably too scared of Andrew to intervene."

     

    Or, Andrew overhears an unfortunate conversation and spirals.

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    Andrew and Neil, post-canon, growing together (and apart).

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    12 Feb 2026