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    Draco can't stop shaking.

    Which shouldn't be strange, seeing Draco is always shaking. There is always a part of him that trembles. His hands, most of the time. Sometimes his legs, some days even the corner of his mouth. Other days it's noticeable in his shoulders.

    The overuse of the Cruciatus Curse does that to a person.

    But he is never shaking like he is right now; body underneath Harry and vibrating so hard Harry is scared he'll tip right off the edge of the bed.

    Or, Draco is left with permanent nerve damage and Harry learns to deal with the aftermath by loving Draco right through it

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Draco and Harry have been falling together for years, even though they can’t seem to stop tearing each other apart. Draco is sure that if he pushes hard enough, Harry will break—and if Draco breaks, too? Collateral damage.

    A story of rage, revenge, and wondering, over and over again, how everything went so terribly wrong.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Draco mused on the possible first use of the charm. What had the wizard been calling for? The text didn’t specify. As for the etymology— the meaning of the word itself was derived from I call, I summon— or the Hungarian variation of the incantation…

    To invite.

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    Or, Harry keeps inviting Draco places. Draco keeps turning him down... until he doesn't.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    He knew fifth year would be hard. Harry expected nightmares about Cedric, endless detentions and the beginning of Voldemort's return. He was ready to hear the whispers, the unsure looks of caution and the isolation that followed.

    What he didn't expect was the relief of skipping dinner, the control he felt when the blade slashed across his skin or just how easy it had become to push everyone away.

    After witnessing the murder of Cedric Diggory, Harry begins to find a way to deal with the guilt that followed. Desperate for something to ease the pain, he begins hurting himself in secret. Harry begins to disappear in ways his friends never expected. He cant sleep, he's too afraid to eat, he has no energy to speak anymore. Nobody seems to understand why he is so angry all of the time and Harry doesn't have it in him to tell them because admitting something is wrong feels worse than drowning in it alone.

    But Harry cant hide his problems forever, people begin to notice especially a professor he never thought would care. By the time people begin to notice, Harry has sunk so deep into depression that he no longer sees a future past the war.

    Disappearing is easy, Recovering is not.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Billy smirks at him, white teeth glinting: “Finish up, why don’t you? You’re making me regret choosing you to cheat off, King Steve-”

    “Don’t. Call. Me. That.”

    “Okay....” Billy says, mock sweet. “How about... princess?”

    (Or: Steve doesn't know if he hates or loves the pet names; all he knows is that Billy confuses him.)

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