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Shadows That Desire by MorbidKitty
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
23 Jul 2026
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“And, the wings? Please.”
He complied, giving her room to work as his wings lifted out the way, opening slightly to each side and sending his ever-present shadows scurrying away.
A slowburn romance of Azriel and Seren, a Velaris leatherworker, exploring craft, control, surrender, and the ancient pull between a Fae female and the Illyrian shadowsinger whose shadows speak the truth of his desires before he does.
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24 Jul 2026
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Ten years after the war, peace has settled over Velaris, but trust runs thin where the Hewn City is concerned. Artemis, a cold and young professor with a haunted past and originally from Hewn City, is chosen to lead a controversial new academic initiative aimed at bridging the divide between the two cities. Her arrival draws scrutiny not least from Azriel, the Night Court’s spymaster, assigned to watch her every move.
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24 Jul 2026
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What if one choice on the eve of battle makes everything different?
What if Nesta Archeron was a woman more interested in healing than hurting?
What if she looks at a power that is made of Death and decides that she will not let even that stolen power determine her life?
And what if despite all of that she is still dragged down by everything she sees and does and must live through. What if she drags herself out of that pit with the true help of friends and loved ones: rather than being broken further to fit into a mold she does not want. What if Nesta suffers but she learns and she grows and she finds a happiness that is not tied to a single man or on the command of a Court that only wishes to use her.
What if she is happy and healthy and perfectly herself?
What if?
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18 Jun 2026
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“Still think you belong here, little witch? Not even those leathers make you look convincing. I could still snap you like a toothpick.”
The male – not quite as tall as Cassian, but perhaps just as bulky, had been eyeing her from the moment she’d first arrived in this gods’ forsaken place for training. She knew he’d just been biding his time before taking a shot.
Typical male behavior, if she ever saw it.
“I belong where I please,” Nesta replied, making an effort to step around him.
Instead, he stepped towards her, and a large, rough hand landed on her shoulder, heavy through the fabric of her jacket, pushing her back.
“I’m not finished.” He snarled, leaning in close enough that she could smell the ale on his breath. “Someone ought to remind you of your manners when a male is speaking to you.”
“Do not,” she warned, angling out from his hold, “put your hands on me.”
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In which Nesta beats up a man and Cassian learns that constant resilience has a price.
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30 May 2026
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drug of choice by reveriedusoir
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Jun 2026
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Nesta thought the best method to dull her pain was through alcohol and meaningless sex, but locked up by Cassian in the House of Wind, she finds an even better way.
An ACOSF-rewrite, inspired by the prompt: You got everything you wanted? No. But I once got very close.
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30 May 2026