lovedinshadesofwrong
Fandoms
- Grey's Anatomy (4)
- Station 19 (TV) (2)
- Fashion Model RPF (1)
- Taylor Swift (Musician) (1)
- Glee (TV 2009) (1)
Recent works
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that i'm fearsome, and i'm wretched, and i'm wrong by lovedinshadesofwrong
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
18 Apr 2026
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She needs to get out of here. Really, really needs to get out of here.
She’s so tired. Tired of pretending to be normal. Tired of pretending to be fine. Tired of how loud this room is and how it makes her want to scream and pull her hair out at the same time.
"Hey, can you look at me?” Karlie says, attempting to grab Taylor’s frantic hands. Taylor quickly jerks her hands away from Karlie, immediately embarrassed that she’s acting like this. Normally she loves holding Karlie’s hand. But she just can’t right now.
No, Taylor tries to say. I can’t, because I’m broken.
--Or, Taylor having a meltdown and a horrible time at a very public event with the girl she's desperately in love with (but she won't fully admit that to herself).
Set at the Harry Josh pre-Met Gala party on May 5, 2014.
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just a breath removed from going to waste by lovedinshadesofwrong
Fandoms: Station 19 (TV), Grey's Anatomy
13 Jan 2025
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Andy Herrera sees Maya Bishop struggling all by herself, refusing the help of everyone. As Maya's breakdowns become more public and severe, Andy becomes increasingly concerned about her best friend. Will Andy be able to reach Maya in time to help her?
Pre- 3x05 and Maya being captain (ie. no Carina yet). As much as I love Maya and Carina together, I thought it'd be fun to explore a budding relationship between Maya and Andy, especially as they navigate the ups and downs of Maya's struggles. I've always thought they'd be cute together.
Includes graphic descriptions of self harm and suicidal ideation.
*Also posted on Wattpad under the username @swiftsbishop*
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Although the most unlikely of companions, Meredith Grey and Addison Montgomery will find that they harbor the same dark secrets and that they have both been scarred deeply by their mothers. As they head off to Westover Boarding School in Middlebury, Connecticut, love, lies, passion and the struggle to find oneself abound.
Will they be able to save each other from themselves?
*Disclaimer: I began writing and posting this on Wattpad in early 2021, and am now cross-posting it here*
*TRIGGER WARNING *
Includes graphic descriptions of self harm, suicidal ideation, and disordered eating behaviors.
Please do not read if these topics will negatively affect you in anyway. I want all the best for you--- stay safe! -
loose lips sink ships (all the damn time) by lovedinshadesofwrong
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Private Practice
25 May 2023
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Amelia Shepherd is at the top of William McKinley High School's food chain. She's on track to make Head Cheerio by her junior year, is exceedingly popular, effortlessly beautiful, and does well in school. It appears as though her life is immaculate and that there is nothing that doesn't go her way.
That might be how it appears to the average observer, but take a closer look, however, and Amelia's life is rife with cracks and secrets. The popular, "good-girl" facade is just there to hide the spiraling darkness and addiction that is ever present in her life. In fact, she hides it almost too well-- to a suspicious extent.
Enter Rachel Berry, an outcast at McKinley at the very bottom of the social food chain who carries much darkness of her own.
Add in a massive crush that Amelia never envisioned herself having, some internalized homophobia, and the social strata politics of high school, and much angst-filled disaster is bound to ensue.
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*title taken from the song "I Know Places" by Taylor Swift*
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"I think I'm going to do it, Dr. DeLuca. I really think I'm gonna do it," Maya practically whimpers. "I can't do it anymore. I just can't..." she sobs. "Car--Dr. DeLuca, I'm doing it, I-I'm gonna do it. I've got the knife right here."
In which Maya Bishop, a probie at Station 19, is in crisis. Hopelessly in love with her psychologist and attempting to contend with her broken past and its current repercussions, Maya is struggling. She feels she has no one and that life is no longer worth living. After all, she's had these thoughts since she was 12--what does acting on them matter now?
Recent bookmarks
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Taylor and Travis meet by chance on a rooftop in New York in 2019.
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04 Aug 2026
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Taylor telling Karlie why she feels so different, and Karlie being the best gf
“Meow.”
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21 Jul 2026
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"Are you entirely out of your mind?" Taylor asked, her voice echoing down the empty hall. She closed the distance between them. "Gold, Kloss!? Really?"
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To fool the entire world, you have to give them the greatest fairytale they've ever seen.
Taylor Swift's multi-million-dollar marriage at Madison Square Garden is flawless. It is a masterpiece of a PR stunt so massive it breaks the internet. But the white wedding dress is just an armor, the diamond ring is just a prop and the entire circus is just hiding the ultimate secret right in plain sight.Bookmarked by lovedinshadesofwrong
05 Jul 2026
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Yours, When No One Else Is Looking by MoonlightMoonwalk
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician)
19 May 2026
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She leaves you. Again.
Bookmarked by lovedinshadesofwrong
19 May 2026
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inspired by recent events. Karlie turns up at Era's Tour begging to speak to Taylor.
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04 Apr 2026