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Jun is holding his hand. And he's guiding it up to rest in his hair. As expected, the locks are soft beneath his fingers, but Joshua doesn't move. He just sits there, too afraid to do anything that may prove this is all just a dream.
"Meow," Jun says, calmly.
Joshua blinks, the moment destroyed. "What?"
"We're role playing! You're afraid the cats won't like you once you touch them! So, I'm a cat. Pet me. Meow."
(joshua has a fear of cats. jun is the owner of the cat cafe he just can't stay away from.)
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Minghao tests his new toy on Joshua while he dances.
It's punishment.
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14 Jun 2026
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A non-exhaustive but definitive list of things Chwe Hansol has done for Boo Seungkwan and Lee Chan:
- Moved out of the dorms into a 2 bedroom apartment in his sophomore year
- Didn’t argue with Seungkwan when he claimed the solo room
- Volunteered to take the upper bunk bed because he knows Chan doesn’t like heights
- Took an 8am Chemistry course despite being an English major because they were taking it too.
- Joined a conspiracy theory discord server dedicated to shipping “Junshua” or the romantic relationship between Professor Wen Junhui and Professor Joshua Hong
Or Professors Joshua and Junhui's students ship them, chaos ensures.
Or The ethics of shipping and other things Chwe Hansol had to ponder the winter semester of his sophomore year
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14 Jun 2026
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“how do you keep up with them?” woozi asked, seeming genuinely curious about a question jeonghan had never even thought about. “aren’t you, you know, pretty famously low energy? doesn’t that make it difficult?”
“difficult?” jeonghan sounded scandalized; he couldn’t help it, it was just unimaginable. “no, how could it be?"
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jeonghan knows that there's an obvious difference between himself and his mates, but he doesn't understand how anyone could think that would make them any less than perfect.
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19 May 2026
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“there are photos,” jeonghan says slowly, carefully, because he probably should just be keeping this between him and joshua, but also—he kinda needs moral support right now. “of shua. like, private ones. that were meant just for me. and now they’re—they were in the box.”
it’s quiet for a moment. jeonghan looks up to see seungkwan and hansol exchanging another look, squinting at each other, like they’re having some sort of silent conversation. probably calling jeonghan an idiot, or a dick, or like, once again confirming that joshua may kill him.
“private photos,” hansol finally says. he nods, eyebrows knit together in the slightest bit of confusion or perhaps concern. “like—”
“nudes?!” seungkwan finishes. he looks less than concerned, more so like he’s—fighting a fit of laughter or something, and jeonghan suddenly gets the very strong urge to strangle him. “hyung, please tell me they were not nudes.”
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13 Mar 2026
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Jun at the piano, laughing, bashful, playing something just because Jeonghan begged. Seokmin clapping and swinging Seungcheol into a dance. Jun on a bench, headphones in, waiting for Joshua, with the autumn light falling through the trees and onto the beautiful bend of his head. Every odd compliment Joshua has swallowed back, because you don’t just say things like that, unless you’re Minghao. Or maybe Hansol. Every instance in which Joshua has looked at him and felt peace, a sense of rightness, an echoing recognition. Jun smiles at him and it’s familiar; they love each other the same, know each other the same.
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20 Dec 2025