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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Arthur lifted his eyes to the Knight, finally. “Why did you kiss him?”
    “I already told you. We spoke.”
    “Of whoring?”
    “Of choice. And the difference between having one, and having none.”
    “And he couldn’t come to me,” Arthur sighed sadly.
    “Not with *that* word in his mind, in his ear. Not knowing the fury it could invoke in you. He didn’t want to hurt you.”
    “So you kissed him instead, thinking that would hurt less?” Arthur accused harshly.
    “No, I kissed him so he’d take me seriously. Words weren’t getting me anywhere. The two of you have been fighting this battle for *years*- so they haven’t gotten *you* anywhere, either. I knew it was time to be done with words. And I didn't overly much care at the time how *you* would feel about it. I cared about what *he* needed.” Gwaine chuckled, shaking his head. “He threw me clear across the Garden.”

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 63

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    Part 2 and I am surprisingly still bad at summaries but follow along if you like abo and fluff (read hijinks) I guess. Written with a slight attempt at comedy oh and Merlin gets pregnant and surprisingly does not get kidnaped.

    Follow along for Merlin's impromptu adventure and Arthur losing his god damn mind.

     

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Merlin and Arthur are farmers. And desperately, hopelessly in love.

    Inspired by this gorgeous piece of fanart from the very talented Chrissie.

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    29 May 2026

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    Merlin can’t remember the last time he’s locked his bedroom door, if ever. But he chooses not to think about it. He merely sulks his way back to his bed, taking a moment to contemplate taking off his trousers and tunic from the night before. He decides not to think about that either.

    Instead, he decides not to think at all. He just falls back into his bed, covers up his body more so in shame than for warmth, and closes his eyes.

     

    Basically Merlin is sexually assaulted and this story follows how he and everyone else deals with it.

    Spoiler alert: THEY DON'T HANDLE IT WELL.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    chapter 14

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Merlin's back in his own time, happily courting Arthur after his adventure to the future. But now they have a bigger problem. And his name:
    Uther Pendragon.
    Unsurprisingly.
    But will their trip away from Camelot help? Or are they coming out of the pan, and into the fire?

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    16 Feb 2026

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