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    Simon's fought so fiercely to live, to carve out space for himself with bared teeth and bloodied fists, but the force and drive that kept him surviving just isn't anywhere near enough in the face of this complete hopelessness. And so he slumps to his knees to see if he'll get lucky enough to slip gently into oblivion.

    And isn't that some sick fucking joke.

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    Simon can't help but be pissed with himself. This is what he wanted, after all, this is what he sacrificed himself to do and he just can't be fucking happy about it. Most of all he just really doesn't want this man to kill him.

    "I really- I-i'm sorry. I won't fight anymore. I can take it. I just- I-i really don't wanna die."

    It's utterly irrational, but some part of him he hasn't killed yet was actually ecstatic at being desired. He can't help but feel crushed at the fact even this man is recoiling away from him like he's fucking disgusting and repulsive.

    Maybe because he is.
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    Self indulgent platonic bloodymary fic in which Grace finds a teenager who's been cast into space to die. Someone get that man a child.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ryland Grace is living peacefully on Erid. Peacefully until something (or someone) so monumentally bloody stains the water in his enclosure.

    Simon is trying to get by on what he thinks is heaven, until he starts to mutate into something unholy.

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    You know the drill it’s platonic bloodymary time

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    podfic/translation welcome!

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    22 Jun 2026

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    In relative terms, the trip from the Tau Ceti system to the 40 Eridani system takes the Hail Mary a little over three Earth years.
    This is what happens when you put two snarky aliens in a small, enclosed space for that long.

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ryland Grace had never liked being touched. It was gross, and intimate, and never on his terms.
    It's ironic then, that it's only now that he's alone with no hope of ever touching a living thing again, that he wanted it.
    He was really starting to hate irony. He'd like to get off this ride now.

    AKA an Aro/Ace Grace character study with a dash of Touch Starvation and becoming platonic life partners with your Alien best friend.

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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    He knows, according to Newton's first law of inertia, that he will remain at rest or keep moving in a straight line at a constant speed unless acted upon by a force.

    Blip B.

    As the mechanical, alien hands crawl their way towards him, he supposes that this is certainly one hell of a force.

    a brief look into Grace's history with being passive in his own life, until he's forced to captain his own ship

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    19 Jun 2026