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    For over two decades, the town's priest Ayato is utterly obsessed with the church's most devoted believer, Thoma. Soon, he comes to learn that his object of desire may carry the same force of emotions for him.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    “It’s alright,” Illuga whispered, his head tilting to the side to press his cheek against the crown of Flins’ head. His hair was so, so incredibly soft. “You don’t have to do everything yourself, and you can rest, can…can give into your desires. It’s only normal, and I’m here for you.”

    “Is that so?” Flins sighed, pressing deeper into Illuga’s embrace.

    “Yes.”

    The man hummed, his body growing heavier against Illuga. “How nice that would be…”

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Nod Krai, the Elysium with its gates open to all - where loyalties are sold cheaper than bread and the currents of society firmer than the icy hand of the Tsaritsa. In this corrupted Elysium, there is Illuga - a man with a secret and nowhere to place his trust. And what could such a man do in this forsaken hellscape, aside from selling his soul to one who would devour it whole?

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    A mission gone wrong found Illuga believing himself marked for death, but in waltzed his savior with molten gold for eyes and a cape dark like smoke, along with a test against his heart and loyalties.

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    29 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Will you stay?" Illuga's voice comes out more strangled than he wants, the desperate lilt of it clear even to his own ears. It makes him want to wince, recoil into himself, at his own wretched state, but he stays. Stills himself for the answer, heart rattling against his ribcage in what might be fear.

    A deep, pervasive terror.

    Flins' eyes seem dim underneath the pale moonlight reflecting off the water. Lifeless. His limbs twist oddly when he turns.

    They stand close, almost touching, and Illuga feels the heat crawling up the back of his neck alongside the sudden queasiness.

    Flins' smile stretches wide when he speaks.

    "Will you let me?"

    After his father's death, Illuga takes on the duty of a lightkeeper on the desolate island he calls his home. With his mind fraying, he tries to make do.

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    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Steven wasn’t much for violence, or so he told himself. But, as much as he didn’t want to admit it, he couldn’t deny the rush he felt seeing that scene. The focused intensity on the man’s face. The hard sound of the leather making contact with his victim’s skin. The raw power of his fists being shown to Steven, unadulterated, as the moonlight reflected off the crescent moons of his gloves.

    Steven can't help but think about what else Jake must being doing behind his back.

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    24 Apr 2023