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    Shane Hollander goes on LTIR just before the Sochi Olympics with no public statement and an outpour of fan theories and media speculation. For the next two years of radio silence, Ilya grapples with the ghost of a relationship that could never be but almost was, wondering what he’d done wrong, yes—but mostly just coming to terms with the fact that his worry fits best by another name; one that neither of them can afford to call it.

    In 2017, Shane returns to reclaim his position on the ice opposite Ilya, but things are different now. Ilya worries that there's someone else, and there is.

    Just not in the way he'd expected.

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    After such a long day Alex could really use an Advil, a hot shower, even hotter food, some cozy pajamas, and maybe a movie or two on low volume until he slips into bed early for some much needed sleep.

    And the absolute last thing he needs to see is Henry, his roommate and best friend of three years, stark naked in the middle of their living room floor on his knees, cheeks flushed and tied from shoulders to thighs with some kind of elaborate, kinky rope-thing.

    “Fucking shit, Henry. What the fuck?”

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    [or, five times henry kind-of sort-of doms alex on accident and one time he definitely does it on purpose]

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    Shane’s lived his whole life performing. On the ice, in front of cameras, sometimes even around family and friends. It keeps him safe. Lets him hide in plain sight when he needs a minute to get steady again.

    It’s why he’d thought he could be with Rose and manage fine.

    It isn’t until Florida, until he’s behind Ilya’s hotel room door with his back against cotton sheets and thighs pressed open with familiar, calloused hands that he realizes something’s shifted—that there’s a difference between performing and survival.

    One is a choice. The other… isn’t.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Point is, nobody was innocent in this situation except for you, Shane. I need to know you know that.”

    Shane makes an awful little noise. It punches right through Ilya like it were sharp and deadly.

    “I hardly feel innocent,” he complains. “The damage is done, my life is basically over.”

    Ilya taps his foot with his and moves in towards him, not touching but making his presence known.

    “It’s not.” Ilya tells him leaning in closer towards where his head was still slumped against the table. “It feels like it is right now but just wait until there’s another player with another stupid scandal, another stupid story to press and soon enough, this will blow over, hm?”

    Shane takes a minute before he lifts his head, eyes puffy and red despite Ilya not having watched a singular tear escape them.

    “Well until another player gets caught with another man’s dick down his throat I think we can agree this is pretty fucking bad.”

    Ilya swallows hard. He’d never say it out loud for Shane’s sake but yeah, this was looking like it was indeed, in his words, pretty fucking bad.

    or: shane gets outed via leaked sex tape

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    “So,” Ilya then says, sounding the word out slowly, as if tasting it on his tongue. “You cannot jizz? Like you have… medical issue?”

    Shane huffs, shoulders sagging releasing some of the tension he’d been holding onto tightly there.

    “I… don’t know,” he admits quietly. “I’ve never spoke to a doctor about it, it’s too embarrassing.” He swallows and feels his face get warm again. “I can get close though, and… and I can do other stuff just not, well, that.

    Ilya’s mouth teases a smile. “Other stuff?” He enquires. “You mean… how wet you get?”

    Shane’s jaw almost drops into the bedsheets below him before he’s gathering it back up, blinking rapidly at what Rozanov had just said to him.

    Granted, he’d just walked in on him fucking his own ass with a bright pink dildo, but there was still some margin for a little bit of class, wasn’t there?

    or: shane’s never experienced a real orgasm before and ilya is willing to help him out

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