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"I know when a touch is platonic and when it's sexual in nature." You frown, your eyes flicking downwards to his hand still outstretched. "And I also know that you were being careful when you touched my hand. But that doesn't change the intention behind it."
"You don't know anything," he retorts back, like spitting acid. Or more accurately, poison.
"Yes, I do." Your voice remains calm, steady, unlike the erratic pulses and thumps in his ear. "Give me a 'small touch'"—you make air quotes—"then. Clearly, you think that a small touch means platonic."
He sneers. "Alright then, dearest."
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03 Jul 2026
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"What were your ancestors? Did you evolve from a divergent line of some species of jellyfish? Cuz' your tentacles are smooth and don't have any suckers on them like octopuses or squid," you state, matter-of-fact, eyes now at his clothed midsection where you knew they hugged his body. Your gaze drifts to the stage, recollecting the story Jester told last night and you furrow your brows. "And this is really annoying me; is it poison or venom? 'Cuz those two are not the same thing. Venom needs to be actively delivered into the victim's body while poison is a passively-delivered toxin."
The three circus performers froze the second you asked your first question, staring at you in tense silence.
No verbal answer came, but all of their body language practically radiated discomfort.
Fuck.
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02 Jul 2026
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“We're gonna do your makeup.”
Jax stared at the eyeshadow palette in Pomni's hands and felt a sinking feeling in his stomach. “No you're not,” he said automatically.
“Yeah we are!” Ragatha’s voice was filled with gung-ho enthusiasm. Oh, god, they might actually be serious.
Get in besties we're forcefemming Jax. Spoilers for episode 9.
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- Part 2 of Digital Bodies
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12 Jun 2026
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"We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.
Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.
Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.
Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.
His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.
"NO!" Pomni screams.
(or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)
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- Part 1 of armor ends
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10 Jun 2026
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“I’m going to throw myself out of the window.”
“I don’t recommend it. Unless you glitch under the map, you’ll just respawn here. You can’t run from a challenge in an adventure like this.”
“You are doing great by ignoring the challenge altogether!” she replied hotly, facing him with a snap of her neck and feeling a bit proud as he startled backwards, “Would it kill you to play one song, so we can get out?”
Catching himself, he put his hands to his cheeks and leaned forward.
“Yep.”
Pomni trying to beat a piano adventure and Jax being not helpful at all
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09 Jun 2026
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You are not strong in the Sight. To you, the supernatural has become the background noise of a mundane and lonely life. You have no interest in becoming involved with ghosts.
But they have every interest in you.
When your eccentric great uncle offers you a job fixing the ‘jewel’ of his collection—the original Fazco Daycare Attendant—you expect a challenge, sure. This was undoubtedly going to be the biggest project of your life. You expect pain, mistakes, and late nights aplenty, and you expect an excruciating learning curve.
You do not expect the other Daycare Attendants.
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This is a story about love and memories, about secret things and ghosts.
How can you know what to live for when the world you were built for is gone?
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24 May 2026
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From the very start, their autonomy was violently stripped bare. They were taken and held down and beaten to submission—enslaved and collared and owned. Years upon years drag, time wasted in the confinement of normalized abuse. They solemnly accepted that they’d rot away; their leg broken and long since stopped hurting, the infection slowly eating away their very own bones. It was too late for hope. It was too late for a miracle. Until it really isn’t.
(In which you get hit by a car, punch someone in the face, and self-sign yourself as a caretaker to two aliens.)
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24 May 2026
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For most of his life, Harlequin thought he had been okay with who he was.
Columbina changed that.
Pierrot changed that.
Maybe she wasn't okay with who she was.
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15 May 2026
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Harlequin and Pierrot were unique, but similar in their own ways—Jester felt different.
[Reader] didn’t seem like much at first. The average human, self-interested.
But even Jester would become curious after a while.
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18 Mar 2026
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i like my prey dripping (but not like that) by Adverb_Slut
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
03 Mar 2026
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Overwhelmed by something you can’t quite name, you hide behind a tent to cry, believing no one will notice you missing. And no one does ... except Harlequin.
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02 Mar 2026
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it's hard to have sweet dreams (when i'm such a nightmare) by bibliomaniac
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
15 May 2026
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Soulmates are supposed to be a blessing—the other half of your soul, your truest match, the heart that beats in cadence with your own. In order to help those with this blessing find their soulmates, at age eighteen you begin to dream their dreams, and they yours. You grew up being told it was romantic.
But your soulmate, in particular, is naught but a curse. For years you've dreamed almost every night of eating someone dear to you, repeatedly, in graphic detail; for years you've felt their pain and horror. As a result, you've become nigh-incapable of sleeping, and the long term sleep deprivation and trauma has long since taken its toll on your life, your behavior, and your personality.
...At least, you can only cling onto hope that this isn't you. You can only cling onto hope that someday soon you'll be able to touch your soulmate and get your own dreams back.
When a mysterious circus comes into town and you defend a clown hiding many mysteries of his own behind the mask on his face, you're dragged into the world of your nightmares—but perhaps there's a better dream at the end of it all, if you can only keep your eyes and heart open...
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25 Feb 2026
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Pierrot has a stomach flu.
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24 Feb 2026
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You knew they were not entirely humans, but you never pried further out of respect of their boundaries.
Tonight, after Jester dropped him at your place after yet again another fight with Pierrot, Harlequin removes his hat, showing you what lies underneath.You waste no time, rewarding him with a sane dose of appreciation for trusting you with his hidden features.
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- Part 1 of Horn Massages
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13 Feb 2026
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Leave All Your Love and Your Longing by Anonymous for Destinysquared
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
11 Feb 2026
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You and Harlequin have a very normal, non-dramatic, perfectly mundane conversation around Valentine’s Day.
(Based off of Destinysquared’s fic, Of Harlequins and Jalapeños!)
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12 Feb 2026
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The TicketTaker has taken it upon himself to create a guide on how to survive in the human world. It's a book that details Jester's rise and fall to power including the first meeting with their mysterious benefactor: The Ringmaster. For Monster Eyes Only--read at your own risk.
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12 Feb 2026
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You stopped trying to make sense of your odd situation the moment you noticed how warm Pierrot was.
When you realized his voice was only meant for you, when his sharp claws softened against your skin, tenderness overshadowed the danger of it. He somehow always knew what you needed before you did and brought it to you with a puppy-like tilt of his head, smiling with sharp teeth that had grazed your neck more than once, unable to resist himself. He liked to snuggle close, long limbs wrapping around you, muttering sweet nothings while his breath prickled the fine hairs along your skin.
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31 Jan 2026
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You just wanted tea and cake.
Instead, you accidentally convince a yandere clown you’re trying to drugged him out of love, then another slimy clown crashes your kitchen and starts beefing over dessert. You’re tired, mildly annoyed and completely unbothered.
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31 Jan 2026
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domestic au, but sun and moon won’t stop caring for your houseplants! by RambunctiousToons
Fandoms: Five Nights at Freddy's
05 Oct 2025
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Life has settled into a new normal for the three of you.
No relationship is safe from disagreements, of course.contains; no justice for plants at all.
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15 Jan 2026
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“Hey Jax..” Pomni starts to call out quietly but upon seeing the back of his shoulders tense further she pauses.
Are you okay? She wants to ask.
But her gut tells her that that might not be the best approach with Jax yet. The memory of him hunched over the buttons console in despair, raw and full of hurt comes unbidden.
“...What is this place?” She asks instead, relieved to see that his shoulders slightly sagged down as if in relief.
Jax cracked one eye open and glanced lazily toward the far wall.
“No idea,” he said. “Just another one of those rooms.”
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After the events of episode 7, Jax grows more withdrawn. When Pomni accidentally discovers the room where he’s been hiding, the two form an unexpected bond—and a new kind of trouble that extends far beyond just themselves.
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09 Jan 2026
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you and me, inseparable by booksyourstomach
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
11 Jun 2026
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If it wasn't for the people that should hate him, Jax would be dead. Or homeless. And he tried so, so hard to get them to give up on him. They dragged him into their little found family and he was kicking and screaming the whole time, but by now, he's learned to just get on with life. They'll give up eventually, they have to.
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A few stubborn people hold onto Jax.
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- Part 1 of break an angels fall
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- 70,651
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05 Jan 2026