jesseruth
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Don't Wanna Lose Myself (In Someone Else's Dream) by jesseruth
Fandoms: Actor RPF, American (US) Actor RPF, Marvel Cinematic Universe RPF
14 Mar 2021
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In which Chris is a photographer and Sebastian's a personal assistant, and everything goes wrong before it goes very right.
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it’s not the fall that kills you by jesseruth
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
07 Dec 2020
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Steve fought for Bucky when no one else would. He believed in him against all the odds, promised to be there until the end of the line – but they’d never considered that the end of the line wouldn’t be the same for the both of them. Post Avengers: Endgame and very much not a fix-it.
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John turns his head into Stephen's chest, burying his face in his sweater.
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Not for the first time, Scott wishes that little brothers came with some kind of training manual or instruction booklet.
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There is more, now, in their silences, than their words. A short one-shot about friends who are more like family.
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“Would you rather I called you brother?”
She asks it as she lets you in through her window, nearing three in the morning, and something deep in your chest flares with embarrassment and hope and utter fear as you scoff and turn away. She mocks you—she loves to mock you, it’s how the both of you show your love—and there’s no reason for this one to slice in so deep.
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A ficlet about trans Vax because it's a concept I need more of in this fandom.
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20 May 2026
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Major spoilers up to C3 E81.
Bell's Hells finds out about the deal Orym made in the worst possible way. Ashton's feelings on the situation are complicated. Group hugs ensue.
Warnings for character injury, temporary character death, and vomiting.
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29 Apr 2026
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He does wonder, though, as he watches the rest of the group walking ahead of them, if the others have that same unspoken tension threaded through their shoulders. Their new friends are almost always tense, of course, but… Orym wonders.
If Dorian was easy to help, what can he do for the others?
Or: Seven times Orym uses his friends' love languages, and the one time they use his
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26 Feb 2026
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The Outcome is not so Clear by ArbuscularMycorrhizal
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
26 Jan 2019
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After the talk by the river and the talk in the cart it's harder to get through the night than they thought.
Beau comforts Caleb and Caduceus comforts them both.
Tag to episode 49
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07 Feb 2026
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Quiet Comfort by Angel Ascending (angel_in_ink) for toofastandtoofurious
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
06 Nov 2018
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“Is there anything I can do for you?” Caduceus asks the question knowing that there might not be an answer. Caleb is the type who rarely asks for what he needs even when he has a voice. He asks it regardless, as he had asked the mourners who had come to the grove, as he would ask any of his traveling companions, his friends. He remembers all the times he’s seen Nott and Caleb relaxing, one leaning into the other. “I’m very good to lean against.”
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05 Feb 2026