jespair
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- Sherlock (BBC TV 2010) (1)
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Four years after the train crash, the boys contemplate life as they lay in the grass.
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Mary steps closer. “Who’s your friend?”
John’s gaze snaps up.
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everything you love lies unbroken by Stratisphyre
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 May 2026
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Their Chief Cultivator’s command to bring them all together seemed oddly more pointed this year than it had before. Or Nie Niubai’s had, at the very least. He suspected he hadn’t been the only one wondering why Wen Ruohan had abruptly demanded their presence in Nightless City, when such requests usually came with far more pomp and circumstance and less command.
Following an unexpected discovery at Wen Ruohan’s latest Discussion Conference, Nie Mingjue’s father changes the course of fate for many different lives.
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01 Jul 2026
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The problem with CT Wei was, lamentably, not incompetence. Incompetence was a failing no one at the Gusu Bureau of Cultivation could forgive. Had he been incompetent, he would have already been dismissed from his position. No, the problem with CT Wei was far worse: he was friendly.
There's a new forensic cultivator in the GBC.
Lan Wangji is unimpressed.
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- Part 1 of CSI: Gusu Edition
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30 Jun 2026
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They’re mobbed at the airport.
What’s worse is they’re mobbed after landing in Gimpo, desperate for lower-body baths and their own pillows. This is not a welcome home, Chan thinks bitterly. This is not love.
Indignation builds in his chest. Navigating airports would be so much easier if he could just move his kids around like plushies in a claw machine. Or wolf pups in a den. If he could scruff them by the backs of their hoodies, he would. If he could slink away to hide them somewhere secluded and safe, he would. No one would get in their way if he snarled and raised his hackles to say these are mine, leave them alone.
And—pain explodes in his mouth. Every movement of his tongue feels like firecrackers against his teeth. There’s too much pressure in his sinuses, in his eye sockets. His jaw creaks. His canines pulse. What is happening?
—Or, the shame-hunger-restlessness of idol life catches up to Chan all at once, and the wolf howls itself awake.
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30 Jun 2026
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“I’m taking a nap,” Felix declares, not caring about how childish he sounds. He still wants to be left alone and if it costs him his dignity that’s fine too. The light filtering into the closet burns his eyes and there is something in his chest that’s bursting to bubble up. He needs them to leave soon or else he’ll make a spectacle out of himself.
“Oh Bbokie,” Minho coos, gently. “You can’t nest in Chan-hyung’s closet. This is an alpha’s room, Yongbokkie. This isn’t the place for this, okay?” He reaches a hand into the closet and blindly finds Felix’s hip. He squeezes him lightly.
__Or, Felix has not taken well to presenting late and splitting up into two dorms, he takes refuge in Chan's closet. In secret. Kind of.
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30 Jun 2026
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Felix wakes up on a dull morning in January and his world is in order. He is an idol. He is a beta. He is male. These are basic facts, ones that have been constant and steady in his life for years now. He's been this way since he was born and moving to Korea, going through the sheer hell that was debut, and everything else that he's done in the last three years has not changed them.
There are other facts he knows.
He is not in a pack with his members. He is not part of their world, with dynamics and secondary genders. He does not have a Prime Alpha in Bang Chan. Changbin is not his Second, Minho and Jisung are not his omegas, and Hyunjin, Seungmin, and Jeongin are not his alphas. He absolutely isn’t a member of their pack. Sometimes, he might make out with a few of them but that’s a secret. He might be in love with Bang Chan but that’s also a secret. He might desperately want to be part of that life but that… that’s a secret.
But the old gods are watching. And they do not like secrets at all.
Felix has been living a half life for too long. Time is ticking and Felix cannot outrun nature forever.
OT8, A/B/O universe.
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- Part 1 of let all that you do be done in love
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19 Jun 2026