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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    None of them were the same people anymore, and on the worse nights Xue Meng wondered if he’d made a mistake not jumping into that roiling apocalyptic torrent. If he’d wronged all three of them, making them reinvent themselves at this stage of their lives and falling short, like three old dogs who couldn’t learn new tricks.

    Or, what could have happened if 0.5 shuangmeimeng hadn’t died.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Yuuji Itadori was fucked.

    Absolutely, supremely, inexplicably fucked.

    Genuinely, totally, super-duper fucked.

    Super fucked.

    Because standing in the very not-destroyed, dense streets of Shibuya, lined with the bright colors of department stores, hotels, tourist attractions, and advertisements plastered across every available space, Yuuji did not have Choso as support. He didn't have Fushiguro as support. He didn't even have Okkotsu as support.

    Yuuji was inconceivably, utmostly, wholly, not-awesomely fucked because he was in the year 2005.

    🔴 OR: Stuck over a decade in the past, Yuuji has resolved to do anything to ensure his future doesn't come to be.

    It would really be a lot easier if Geto Suguru wasn't so overbearing, if Gojo Satoru wasn't such an asshole, if Ieiri Shoko stopped instigating things, and if Yuuji were just a tiny bit smarter.

    But he was on his own, so damn it if he wasn't going to work with what he got.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    So Suguru’s moving to kiss him— big deal. His breath smells like alcohol, and Satoru should find it gross but he doesn’t. Suguru turns his chin just slowly enough for Satoru to change his mind, but all Satoru does it comply, letting Suguru’s hand guide him towards him with mischief in his eyes and a small smile, and it’s just not a big deal, they’re just fucking around: Satoru feels fully confident about the lightheartedness of this moment right up until the very second Suguru slots their lips together.

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    Or: One kiss is all it takes to make the dam crumble, to make Satoru ache for things he doesn't understand. All he craves is to keep taking pleasure from Suguru, and he can't seem to put together why Suguru's indulging him.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Satoru wants Suguru to fuck him like he deserves.

    Satoru wants Suguru to fuck him like he hates him.

    Satoru wants Suguru to fuck him in the only way he knows how to take it.

    But Suguru is dead. Satoru killed him, and he had smiled as he died. And because Satoru had been too soft for his own good, this curse has stolen his skin and come back to haunt him. And Satoru will kill them, make no mistake about it—but first, he wants this. Only this. Surely he can have this one thing.

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    25 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    "You don't touch yourself?"
    "No! I mean, yes, idiot. Of course I do. I just usually take my time with it, drag it out," Suguru explained. Satoru frowned, feeling quite confused.
    "Why would you do that?"

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    "Match my pace."
    Suguru started moving his hand slowly from base to tip and Satoru mirrored the motion, way slower than he would have liked. This was weird, right?  Them getting off together, them watching each other get off together? But it was also good.

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    15 Mar 2026