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    zuko nation @yaoionice

    tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others

    oh captain my captain @jimothykirk

    Replying to @yaoionice

    RIGHT like i think love might be real

    dani @danisqueerbar

    Replying to @jimothykirk

    we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)

     

    Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “You like this, Hollander? Really?”

    “Yes,” he sobbed, more tears rolling down his cheeks. “Fucking love it. Love it so much, thank you, Ilya. More, please,”

    “Greedy boy,” Ilya scoffed, tugging Shane’s head back roughly. “You always want more. Am I not giving you enough?”

    “It’s not..” he thought carefully, pausing for a moment. “Hit me harder, Ilya.” Another tear fell from his eye, soothing the burn of his cheek.

    “You are sure? I don’t know, does not seem like you can handle it.”

    “I can take it,” Shane breathed out. “I can, I promise. I want it to hurt.”

    Or — Shane’s been trying to work on emotional regulation and his feelings for a while now, nothing seems to work. Nothing but the sensation of hit after hit, slap after slap, delivered straight to him.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya shook his head, glancing around the yard to make sure no one was watching. They would surely stick out like a sore thumb together.

    “For someone that thinks they have me figured out, you are oblivious.” Ilya’s voice softened. He reached up, this time grabbing Shane by the shoulder and gazing deep into his eyes. His fingers toyed with the collar of Shane’s band tee.

    Realization dawned upon Shane’s doe-like features, “What do you want then?” His voice lowered to a whisper

    “If you come back with me to my room, I can show you.” Ilya could not tear his eyes away from the glint of Shane’s lip ring, it called to him, begging to be bitten.

    Shane looked up at him through thick lashes for a moment, regarding his words. Then, unexpectedly, he began to cackle. A deep belly laugh, a smile so big that Ilya didn’t even realize was possible for the moody boy to produce.

    He had made a huge mistake. Completely misread Shane’s wandering glances. "In your fucking dreams, Rozanov.”

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    Or, Ilya is a douchebag frat president and Shane is the hot brooding emo boy that finally puts him in his place.

    (Featuring Ilya "I get so gay off that tequila" Rozanov)

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    29 May 2026

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    "...And I hate lying to you Ilya. I really do.”

    Ilya took a shuddering breath. Small tears were beginning to pool in his eyes.

    When Shane hadn’t made any indication of saying more, Ilya said quietly, as if the words had the power to rip apart the space between them if spoken too loudly:

    “You think maybe we were a mistake?”

    “I’m Spiderman.”

    “What?” Ilya barked in Russian.

    “What?” Shane choked.

    OR: Shane Hollander is Spiderman; an exploration of "With great power comes great responsibility" and what that means for Shane, a man with the expectation to always perform at his best, as a star hockey player and Asian-Canadian role model.

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    26 May 2026