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Grief is a heavy thing. Fearne has held fast to the belief that a burden shared is a burden halved for a very long time, and when her very best blue friend starts crumbling under the weight of loss, distant emotionally but within arms reach, she reaches out to the other, across an ocean but as close as ever, and hatches a plan. It’s simple, really. Invite Orym to stay with her for a few months after his guard post with the Tempest ends, and set him loose on Dorian.
And, well, she didn’t exactly mean for Dorian’s front door to get kicked down in the process, but it wasn’t like it was her fault!
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Dorian spent his time in Zephrah getting well acquainted with the popular local scents. He sees no problem in not telling Orym about this, because why would it matter?
Of course, the first time he uses the oil, Orym short circuits.
Fearne watches from a distance, giggling to herself and watching her boys finally figure out they love each other. And her! They better not forget about her just because they’re like, in love or whatever.
Updated for rewrites and editing 03/10/2025
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Sad Love Songs and Come Hither Whistles by j_tearbug
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
22 Oct 2024
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Jester Lavorre was, currently, Dorian’s favorite person and greatest enemy.
Jester Lavorre had given Orym a small ocarina. Dorian had only ever seen the full sized ones, the ones with sixteen holes that barely fit in two of his hands, and he was well aware that they grew higher in pitch as they shrank in size, but the small, white clay whistle in the shape of a heart that Orym, whiskey flush high on his cheeks and a bright grin on his face, was playing, was nothing like Dorian had ever seen.
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Cas is having a bad day, okay, he has a headache and can’t put his glasses back on and he could’ve sworn the person who sits near him in Chem lab (what the hell is up with his professor, by the way) is female. Turns out he’s kind of amazing… and has a lovely voice… and wasn’t Cas on the verge of a breakdown a second ago?
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Captain America is a misogynist, right? (-any conservative who knew nothing about Steve Rogers) by j_tearbug
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
22 Mar 2024
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Steve stumbles into sex work, then trips into sort-of being a dad, signs off the rights to dirty pictures of him after he dies, and promptly forgets about it until he wakes up from a suicide-attempt-induced coma and the Smithsonian opens an explicit exhibit about Steve Rogers pre-Captain America.
Oh, and a lot of inner conflict.
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- Part 1 of Sex, Drugs, and Nickleback
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Sex, Drugs, and Nickleback by j_tearbug
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
22 Mar 2024
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all I wanna get is a little bit closer by no_ilya_thats_gross
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Feb 2026
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“I always like this better when you do it,” Shane says, panting a little as he works himself open on his own fingers.
“I could,” Ilya insists, and his nails are digging so hard into his palms it hurts. “Just untie me and I will—"
Shane shakes his head. “Not a chance,” he laughs breathlessly. “How often do I get to see you like— oh, fuck— like this?”
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Shane ties Ilya up and rides him. That's it, that's the fic.Bookmarked by j_tearbug
30 Jun 2026
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you light my fire like a cigarette by no_ilya_thats_gross
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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“Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”
Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.
“Rozanov,” he begs again.
“Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”
“You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.
“Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”
“I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.
“Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”
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Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.
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30 Jun 2026
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Shane's Lily by midnighttypewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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After Shane's accident on ice, Yuna sees Lily messaging him and decides to make a phone call.
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- Part 1 of Yuna's Boys
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20 Jun 2026
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To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.
That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.
OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.
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- Part 1 of A Day in the Life of a Centaur
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20 Jun 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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10 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK MY HEART MY SOUL MY—