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the anatomy of a bird heart in slow decay by electrocardia (polyclonally)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“I used to be so mad that she was gone sometimes, but it’s okay. I forgive her. I would forgive her every time.”
Something in Yuna’s eyes fractures, like a bird bone under the sole of a shoe. “Your mother is very lucky, then.”
“Yuna,” Ilya says, and he tries very hard to not look at Shane, to not see the unforgiving, enduring hurt in his eyes when he looks over at his mother, so far away from her that he can’t come home, even though he desperately wants to. He looks at Yuna instead, and somehow, even as he braces against the ice-cold concrete and lets the sound of the whistling wind settle in his ears and has been looking at her for a long time now, he finds himself entirely unprepared for familiar Yuna’s eyes will be when she turns her gaze from the distant streetlamp to him. “You’re very lucky too.”
Shane Hollander is a ghost with a comatose body that won't work, unable to move on because his mom won't come visit him. Ilya Rozanov is the only person who can see and hear him, and against all odds, this is still a love story.
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24 Jun 2026
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“will you be around me anyway?” what the fuck. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK OMG OMG OMG
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08 Jun 2026
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homegrown by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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15 Apr 2026
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Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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“Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.” -
The Five Year Farewell by Ilya_Was_Here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jan 2026
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At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.
Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.
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He can only wonder if Charles might look up at him with that same look in his eyes. With that intense innocence, with that utmost submission, might look up at him like he is God. Might lean forward with his perfect lips parted and wrap them-
He glances up at the portrait of Saint Sebastian. It cost him forty thousand euros. Though to Charles it may seem like a fortune, to Max, it is nothing—not even a second thought.
He is worth it.OR: Charles becomes obsessed with a painting of his favorite saint. Max becomes obsessed with Charles.
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ilyuca81 (otherwise known as lucarozanov) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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lucarozanov
if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though
Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.
Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.
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14 Mar 2026
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“You know,” Charles started with a laugh, “if Red Bull are as fucked as you say they are, maybe you should just come with me.”
Max furrowed his eyebrows, bright eyes glinting in the sunlight.
“With you?” he asked.
“To Ferrari, of course.”
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Max moves to Ferrari. Charles deals with it.
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Bookmarked by izzy528
08 Jan 2026
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bc it was insane and deserves to be put in a hall of fame SOMEWHERE and i will simply never get over it
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14 Dec 2025
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“You’re not so far behind.” Charles says, pushing away to look at Max’s face. “You can win.”
“You think so?”
“Yes.”
He doesn’t say, you have to win. You must win. Because I gave up everything because of you. Because of that day in Val d’Argenton and you can’t lose. I hate you but I hate you less when you win. So you have to win so I can hate you less. So it is easier to swallow this life that’s been forced on me.Charles Leclerc and navigating a world to find happiness
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11 Dec 2025
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“Why did you kiss me?” Hm. Max shifts under Charles’ calculating eyes.
“What answer do you want to hear?”
Max blinks. “… What?”
“You came here expecting a certain answer, I am sure,” Charles explains. Poorly, at that. “Do you want me to say that I kissed you because I like you?”
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Charles and Max navigate the opening three races of the 2024 season together.
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22 Oct 2025
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they're so obsessed with each other it's embarrassing
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“You cannot love the person who takes everything away from you."
Charles watches him, because he can’t take his eyes off him even if he wanted to. Youngest ever driver accepted into Formula 1. Skipped past Formula 2. Toro Rosso. Red Bull. Always in a Red Bull. The safety car. P1. Champion of the world.
But he’s more than that too. He’s angry, and he’s a teenager, and he’s someone whose face turns red under the affections of his sister.
Max hasn’t taken anything away from him, because Charles has never really had anything in the first place.
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The one where Pierre sends Charles into a quarter-life crisis during the active racing season.
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21 Oct 2025
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and i believe they're meant to be something, somehow, someday
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#LetDekuSmash by s_the_queen
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 May 2021
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13 Oct 2025
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“See, baby,” Max sighs, coming over to press a slightly exasperated kiss to Charles’ hair for the hundredth time in the last half a year. Like a cat, Charles stretches up into the affection. “Come try a new thing with me. Maybe you’ll have fun.”
“I know I won’t,” Charles hums back. “I’ll try new things with you eventually, you know I will. I tried surfing with you. And Ethiopian food. And I suggested vibrators, remember all that?”
new relationships and life are hard work sometimes. charles just wishes that people would take no for an answer when he's trying to make his existence easier.
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- Part 26 of lestappen sundays (fic collection)
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12 Oct 2025
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At 25, Max Verstappen is the youngest head chef that Michelin star restauranteur Christian Horner has ever trusted in the position. Max is focused, dialled in, and eager to get Christian a fifth star, his first. Enter Charles Leclerc, the son of famed Monaco food critic and writer, Pascale Leclerc, a part-time server and architecture student.
He's just... fucking annoying.
**title change, this used to be 'i wanna get better!'.
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- Part 1 of grapefruit mignonette
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08 Sep 2025
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Max has always been aware of the fact that Charles Leclerc lives in his apartment building; however, that has never been a problem until, one day, there’s a knock on his door and when he opens it, Charles is standing there with a sheepish look on his face and a towel tucked under his arm.
“Issue. With the pipes,” Charles starts, looking as awkward about this as Max himself feels. “Can I borrow your shower, maybe? You’re the only person I know who lives close by, and I don’t want to go to the other side of the city to my brother’s.”
There’s a hopeful look on his face. The words finally seem to register with Max. “Um, yeah. Sure.”
Charles grins as he walks past to enter Max’s apartment. “Thanks mate, you’re a lifesaver.”
or, in which charles barges in on max's life and stays there
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27 Aug 2025
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“It’s never felt like that, for me.”
Max looks up.
Thumb rubbing along his palm, Charles keeps his eyes away from him.
“What?”
“Being with you. It has never felt big and loud for me. You were big and loud,” Charles says, with a private little smile. “But being with you, it’s- it was- it is like… like that day on the beach, do you remember? One of our date nights.”
“When it rained?”
Kind of a getting-together fic except established relationship. All will be good before it gets worse before it gets better.
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- Part 4 of lestappen sundays (fic collection)
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17 Aug 2025
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heartbreaking at first and then fixes all the problems you've ever had in life
zoomies fic
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Max can do it. If he confessed with so much certainty, it must be because he already knew what love was, maybe didn’t even need to search for it on the Internet. The thought of Max being better at him on this, too, doesn’t sound right—he can outdo him.
Fine. A pet project, for the winter break: Charles Leclerc will learn how to love.or:
Max confesses. Charles thinks about love and loads his gun.
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16 Aug 2025