imnotcrying_imnot
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“Your back is bothering you,” Minho says, his round eyes narrowing slightly.
A handful of protests die on his tongue at the look on Minho’s face.
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- Part 2 of Ironheart
- Part 4 of vaguely slutty stray kids cinematic universe
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22 Apr 2026
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“Lix.”
“Huh?”
“You were zoning out again.”
“Oh, sorry.”It didn’t feel like zoning out. It felt like he wasn’t in his body, like he was being pulled away from it, like he was watching everything he was doing but from far away in his brain. Everything was fuzzy and too big but too small – nothing was real.
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felix dissociates really badly, he can’t move or talk. hyunjin helps him through it.Series
- Part 3 of neurodivergent & mentally ill skz
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10 Feb 2026
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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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- Part 1 of IAFD Collection
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30 Jul 2025
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“How could you leave me like that? Do you know what it was like? What I went through?” Felix screamed.
He couldn't look him in the eye, couldn't look any of them in the eye.
“We always talked about leaving together, getting safe together, being TOGETHER. Yet you left me behind. Left me behind like I was nothing, merely sap on your fur that you couldnt wait to be rid of. Well good job, because now I want absolutely nothing to do with you. I hate you.”
He didn't look up as he fled through the front door, unsure if he would ever be returning.
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Used to helping and saving hurt wolves in their forest Jeongin and Felix never expected to save someone who would completely turn their safe, boring lives upside down.
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12 Mar 2025
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"I...You...you didn't have to give me your bed, nor take me to your room. I would've been fine on my own," Felix swallows, his fingers tightening around the bedpost. He doesn't know why he's rambling, why he feels the need to justify something that shouldn't need justifying. "My clothes haven't been changed and I'm dirty from walking outside, therefore—"
"Felix," Hyun-Jin's voice is gentler now, softer, and it startles Felix more than if he had been angry. He watches as the alpha steps closer, slow and careful as if approaching a startled animal. "You're sick," Hyun-Jin states. "And exhausted."
Felix blinks at him.
"I've been told you barely ate at breakfast," Hyun-Jin continues, his gaze unwavering. "I was also told you looked like you were going to collapse the moment you stepped outside, and then—" He exhales, a sharp, quiet thing. "Then you did."
Or: Felix has to fight hard to survive the life he lives. When his engagement is revealed to be with the marital Prince of Artevmia, Felix’s carefully constructed dollhouse begins to deteriorate. And maybe, just maybe, he finally breaks free from his strings.
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