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If it looks like a duck, swims like a duck, and quacks like a duck, then it probably is a duck.
...Albedo begs to differ.
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Albedo’s guide to humanity.
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a follow-up: recovery, reconciliation, and what it means to human.
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- Part 2 of necessary growth
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Dazai stands in front of Fukuzawa’s office, and stares at the door, and he cannot bring himself to knock.
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Dazai realizes he wants to get better.
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Akutagawa has always understood his worth in simple terms: as long as he is useful, he is allowed to remain.
Everything else is irrelevant.
Atsushi, unfortunately, does not seem to agree.
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It’s a late summer day. The sun beats down, heavy, unrelenting. Sapping away at what little energy Dazai has left.
He drags his feet all the way. With each step, he thinks, this isn’t it. You can still turn back. But another part of himself knows that though he hasn’t yet followed through, he will. He’s already set his mind on his death; thinking anything else would only be a delusion.
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Dazai visits Oda's grave, and then his day gets worse.
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- Part 1 of necessary growth
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like you're hanging by a thread, but you gotta survive by strawberry_skies_xx
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jul 2023
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Light shines from beyond the doorway, searing itself into Dazai’s retinas as if he’s staring directly into the sun. Then again, he’s seeing everything in doubles by now, so it isn’t too far off at this point.
The doorway. Outside.
He’s out. Mersault. He’s out.
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or, self-indulgence for the Mersault escape
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13 Mar 2026
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Heat Signatures in a Safe Room /A Map of Where to Put Your Hands by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Feb 2026
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They had rules. Not spoken ones—spoken rules were too easy to weaponize. Their rules lived in habits.
One of those habits was: Chuuya didn’t assume. Not about touch. Not about sex. Not about affection.
Dazai was… complicated. He wasn’t someone who wanted in a simple way. Want, for him, was a thing that came with hooks and history and a thousand reasons to flinch. Sometimes he did want. Sometimes he wanted with an intensity that made Chuuya’s hands shake, because it wasn’t casual. It wasn’t a distraction. It was Dazai letting him in.
And sometimes Dazai didn’t want anything at all, and the difference was subtle—so subtle that in the beginning Chuuya had missed it and hated himself for it afterward.
or: Chuuya learns Dazai in the ways that matter—when to pull, when to hold, when to let him drift—and Dazai, in return, keeps choosing him. Some nights it’s heat, some nights it’s just staying. Either way, it’s still them.
“No Romo” Fest 2026 - Aroce/Aroallo, Partnering
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- Part 8 of a cavity called February
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03 May 2026
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Dazai had done enough already, hadn’t he? Slinking out into the light, drenched in all the shame of his past— Wasn't it enough? To stand in the blinding heat of it, bloodsoaked in sunlight and disgrace?
He just wanted to get high. He wanted to feel the heavy, sick weight in his arms, flooding the cavity of his head, the warmth of bliss coursing through his veins, making it all—if only for one fleeting, pathetic moment—tolerable. Bearable. Less sickening than every other moment Dazai had been cursed to be alive.
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- Part 2 of the dove is on morphine
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29 Apr 2026
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HOMECOMING KING by perennials
Fandoms: 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Manga), 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Anime)
05 Aug 2021
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“You are a horrible gremlin child,” he mutters, pushing his bangs out of his eyes. “Horrible disgusting gremlin child.” And look, now his nice sweater is ruined. “I’d kill you if you weren’t already dead.”“Manslaughter will significantly affect your chances of getting a year-end bonus, Tsuchigomori-sensei.”
“With all due respect, your honor, I am a spider."
The anatomy of a fifty year regret.
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20 Jul 2025
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Because everything should be fine now- the threat is gone, the Agency is all alive and safe, and things are back to normal! Ergo, there should be nothing wrong.
But for some reason, tensions were rising. Yosano spiraling, Kunikida and Atsushi’s crisis, and whatever was going on with Dazai. The Agency refused to talk to each other as they used to, that synergy once there had been lost after the battle. Perhaps they used it all in the fight. Typically, these predicaments would either be healed over time or simply placed on the back burner, but now everything was off rhythm.
In the back of his mind, Ranpo knew the cause of this shift; he just hated it- refused to believe this was truly the outcome.
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In which, the Agency is unsure how to communicate in the aftermath of the Decay of Angels incident. Things start lining up that don't make it any easier.Bookmarked by im2silly
13 Apr 2026