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  1. Rec 46

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    "Leave if you're scared." Cas trembles. Eyes never leaving Dean's.

    Dean takes in the sight before him. He knows werewolves. He's met his share over the years. Not only as a hunter but as whatever he can be labeled as in this barren, monster-ridden wasteland of his own making. More than that, if there is one thing Dean knows more than anything, it's Castiel. "I'm not." He means it.

    "I don't think I can control myself around you."

    "You won't hurt me." Something strange passes over Castiel's scruffy face as he finally looks away that Dean can't discern. Almost like hurting him isn't what Cas is concerned about.

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    On a mission with a possible lead to the location of the Colt, Castiel gets bitten by a werewolf. The bite leaves Cas with some lingering effects and instincts he's afraid he can't control.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    "Cas," Dean says, frowning down at his bare toes, "you, uh—you've been through a lot in the past twenty-four hours, okay? We don't have to talk about this. About any of it. I—"

    "I'm saying that I want to try it again."

    Dean snaps his head up. "You what now?"

    "My solution," Cas says carefully, "is that instead of showing each other violence, we show each other... the opposite."

    “The opposite,” Dean says. “Like…”

    “Sex.”

    Dean sucks in a breath. "Oh," he squeaks out.

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    Dean helps Cas recover from Rowena's attack dog spell. Cas has an interesting proposition.

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 21

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    Castiel never fully got his grace back from the empty, he was half human, and suffering PTSD from it all. He misses being an angel, wishes he could block out all the pain he feels; all the love he feels for Dean like he used to. He loves Dean, wishing he could love him back. All of these new found emotions start to set Cas off.

    When Dean goes on a hunting trip with Sam, leaving Castiel alone with all his insecurities and thoughts; he starts to spiral. Especially when Dean doesn't answer his call. When the brothers come back they notice something is off with Cas, he is distant, and is exhibiting signs of depression. They both try to reach out to him, but Castiel is ignorant to his issues.

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    Castiel has severe depression and I'm making it everyone's problem.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    When a case involving angels pops up, Sam needs a book from Cas' room and asks Dean to get it. After a quick phone call with Cas, and making sure he has the red book, written purely in Enochian, Dean's sure the brothers are ready to go.

    Except, Sam has now translated Cas' journal, leaving Dean to face some very harsh truths when it comes to a particular Angel of the Lord.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Cadının son nefesinde fısıldadığı 'Ebedi bağ büyüsü' Dean'ın hayatını ne kadar alt üst edebilir? Peki ya bir meleğin?

     

    Dengeler değişirken, bozularak düzelmenin ne olduğunu deneyimleyeceksiniz.

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    30 May 2026