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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    The front door opened with a crash, and quickly slammed closed again. Dazai listened as the frantic pounding steps approached and deliberately slowed just before reaching the bathroom’s entrance. He wasn’t sure if that was Chuuya’s attempt at masking his concern, or if it was a reluctance to view the horrors within. The knob turned slowly.

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    Dazai Osamu has found himself in trouble again– sinking into the deep pit of darkness and despair that truly makes him feel inhuman. As usual, Chuuya comes to his rescue: to cut himself on the sharp edges of all of Dazai’s broken pieces.

    [or: Dazai is a pitiful bby and Chuuya adores him.]

    It’s in the tags but I’ll put it here too– TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm, blood, gore, suicidal ideation.

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    25 Jun 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    As he heard the door slam shut behind him, Chuuya was not entirely aware of how he’d gotten to Dazai’s apartment. The location of which, and the route from his own, he still knew by heart. Without a second thought.
    He followed the familiar hallway, sprinting, stumbling slightly to the bathroom at the back of the apartment. The feeling-- that terrible, sickening feeling-- welled behind his eyes and their edges burned. Slowing a bit, bracing himself on the wall, he tried to breathe. He swallowed the stinging, the gripping, the pounding, suffocating sensation back down. His hand found the knob.

     

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    When Nakahara Chuuya sees the familiar appellation, 'Mackerel,' pop up on his phone screen for the first time in four years, he's filled with a mixture of terrible longing, and bitter anger. Both of which melt into fear when he realizes why Dazai has called.

    [or: Chuuya is hopelessly in love with a dense idiot who doesn't know it]

    It’s in the tags but I’ll put it here too– TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm, blood, gore, suicidal ideation, some hinting of PTSD, emotional manipulation, wasps (not literal wasps but idk I mention them a lot as a metaphor)

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    25 Jun 2024

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    Chuuya has never really been one to spend his day off of work with a kid from an enemy organization. No one probably is, logically, because even crossing paths with one of them in public would cause a ruckus, a hassle to deal with on a day off. 

    And yet here he is, looking at hats in a millinery store with Miyazawa Kenji from the Agency. 

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    18 Jun 2021

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    18 Jun 2021

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    But then, Chuuya’s mouth positions itself so that it’s brushing the shell of Dazai’s ear and his voice is low, tempting in a way, that has Dazai flashing in a quick shiver, “After you shower, you wanna go and show me how pretty you’ll look in that new set I bought for you?”
    Well--how is Dazai supposed to say no when Chuuya asks him like that?

    Or: A fic where after a business meeting, Dazai feels insecure and Chuuya gets him to wear lingerie so he can fuck him until Dazai forgets about the reason why he was feeling upset in the first place.

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    17 May 2021