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  1. Public Bookmark 44

    as it picks me up, puts me down by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander hasn’t texted Ilya back in 26 hours and Ilya is completely neutral about it. 26 hours is, objectively, when considered in the larger patterns of Ilya and Shane Hollander’s texting relationship, not an extraordinary amount of time. And were Ilya to feel anything about it, which he doesn’t, it would have much more to do with the fact that every hour of every day for the past three days he’s felt like a fucking live wire (for absolutely NO fucking reason) than it would have anything to do with Shane Hollander as a person, specifically.

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    5 times Ilya is extremely bipolar + 1 time Shane is there to notice.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 96

    again and again and again and— by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane lies there, too still and too silent, as the other players on the rink quickly realize something is wrong. Across the ice Ilya can hear Marlow go "fuck, shit, Hollander I didn't—" before he cuts himself off as medics flood onto the ice.

    Shane's helmet is torn off. Ilya finds himself watching it skid across the ice, spinning until it hits the boards and it too, comes to a frozen halt.

    Medics are yelling. So is Pike, so is Marlow, so are the referees, the coaches, the crowd.

    Ilya is silent.

    The game clock stops at 19:35 as all play is halted. Stupidly, Ilya wishes it is 19:19. He would do anything to have sixteen more seconds of a standing Shane. Of a smiling Shane. Of an undeniably alive and okay Shane.

    Ilya doesn't get what he wants. This is the twelfth time he's watched Shane get knocked down and not get back up. It will probably not be the last.

    Ilya is forced to relive the worst day of his life, the 2017 Montreal v. Boston game, where he can do nothing but watch Shane hit the ice over and over again. No matter what he does, it doesn't change the outcome. At least that's what he thinks.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 72

    hard conversations by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    24 Mar 2026

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    01 Jul 2026

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    the days can be so lonely by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Jan 2026

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    When Hayden Pike’s mother is diagnosed with dementia, the last person he expects to understand is Ilya Rozanov. Grief has a way of finding common ground.

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    01 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

    It was very good, I needed help sleeping by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    22 Mar 2026

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    Surely this was just because he’d gotten worked up seeing Hollander in the documentary and needed some release. He’d watch it again to jerk off to it, get that release, and forget about it by morning.

     

    Or, 5 times the ESPN documentary about Shane's cottage helped Ilya fall asleep, and 1 time he didn't need it.

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    30 Jun 2026