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In two weeks, Jeno will leave this city. Jeno will leave the perfectly manicured patches of grass that line the sidewalks. Jeno will leave this city that called him everything but a son of God, though they will never know their words hurt him.
In two weeks, Jeno will have to leave Jisung.
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He's not sure which would be better—to curl his fingers around his once beloved's still beating heart, to squeeze it until the desperate thud went silent in his grip, or peel himself open, to lay his innards bear so that Mark may witness the empty cavern of Renjun's self before he withered to dust.
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Renjun navigates the release of Echoes Between Us.
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"Sun blessed," Renjun muses, a curious quirk to his mouth. "So beautiful—and mine."
Donghyuck just wants to know why.
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Jaemin didn't judge Jeno when Jeno was fifteen and discovering he wasn't straight. Nor did he judge Jeno when Jeno decided one day to cut his own hair in the bathroom and fucked up so badly his mother had to take him to the barber to get it shaved almost military style at the age of thirteen.
"Okay," Jaemin says, just as quiet. Like it's a secret. "We can hate him together, okay?"
Jeno doesn't think Jaemin would ever let him go through something alone.
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Mark looks around to see the mountains at his back, the vibrant reds and yellows of the fall foliage surround the venue. Now, the sun is setting, its orange glow nearly kissing the mountaintops. By the time it does, Mark will have Renjun in his arms. And he will belong to Mark inasmuch as Mark belongs to Renjun.
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- Part 6 of it leads back to you
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a series of one-shots from the au created by myself and bitchslappedmyself.
content inspired by @givemethedio's artwork which can be found here.
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“All my friends call me Mark.”
“Are we friends?”
“If you want us to be.”
Johnny pulls off one of his long dishwashing gloves and sticks out his hand. “Okay, Mark. Hi, I’m John.”
Mark laughs and bats his hand away. “You don’t have to do all that. You’re not a stranger.”
“Might as well be. We haven’t seen each other in years. And I’d like to get to know you.”
Johnny extends his hand again, and Mark looks down at it, a little skeptical, before finally taking it. Johnny shakes it firmly and says again. “Hi Mark. I’m John Suh.”
Mark giggles—a familiar sound, though with a huskier lilt now. “Hello John. I’m Mark Lee.”
He doesn’t mean to disappear. But time passes. Life gets busy. And at some point, without really noticing, Johnny realizes it’s been more than fifteen years since he last set foot in the old neighborhood.
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Bookmarked by freakofnature
25 Feb 2026
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“Breed me,” he demands.
“No.”
Jeno's heat has come and he refuses anyone's services except for Donghyuck's.
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- Part 1 of magnolias and orange blossoms
Bookmarked by freakofnature
04 Sep 2025
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“I get like that too sometimes,” Jeno whispers later that night once they’re in bed, sleep-heavy limbs wrapped around each other. “How you were tonight. All hot and on edge, like I want to claw out of my skin.”
“What do you do?”
“Some breathing exercises I learnt in rehab, work out," he giggles, letting his head roll back so he can blink over at Donghyuck, "think of you.”
Bookmarked by freakofnature
19 Jun 2025
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“Sometimes,” Donghyuck says against the quiet fumbling of his fingers along the piano keys. “Sometimes, forever doesn’t seem far too long anymore.”
“No?” Jeno pauses to turn to look at Donghyuck.
Donghyuck is staring down at the keys with an unreadable expression on his face. He gives a slow shrug.
“Sometimes, I fear that it might even be too short,” Donghyuck confesses.
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There is now, there is tomorrow, and there is forever. Jeno and Donghyuck learn to navigate through it.)
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Bookmarked by freakofnature
06 Jun 2025
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Donghyuck had already known, in a tiny part at the back of his brain, that he would leave. He’d wait until college was over, until the babies were grown up so his mother didn’t have to struggle. He’d wait until he had enough money saved. He’d wait until he could get his foot in the door for auditions and then he would leave this godforsaken island and he would never return.
or: Donghyuck returns for his clan's annual Mating Run and nothing goes according to plan.
Bookmarked by freakofnature
04 Jun 2025

