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Myosotis: (/ˌmaɪəˈsoʊtɪs/), genus of flowering plants in the family Boraginaceae, colloquially known as forget-me-nots.
Two love stories give rise to another.
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26 Jan 2026
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everything i ever want everything i ever need is in this fic. *reaches hand out* let's cry about stursia together
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Zosia woke up before Carol did, and so she watched Carol sleep.
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16 Jan 2026
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SCREECHING LIKE A FUCKING BIRD
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Her house is a cemetery. Helen’s body in the garden, and memories in every corner of the house. And Zosia in the middle, like a crack in the grave. And the pain is too much. And being alone is too much. Except that when she’s with Zosia she doesn’t feel quite so alone. She feels connected to something. Clinging to Zosia with a desperate grip, even though whatever this thing between them is, it’s probably doomed to perish.
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Set after the finale. Carol reflects on the days she spent with Zosia.
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Carol wakes hungry.
For days, for weeks, there’s been a hollow and persistent ache in the pit of her stomach. An emptiness that begs to be filled.
The other side of the bed is empty, covers pulled up and smoothed carefully. A dip in the pillow where someone’s head had lain. If she placed her own head in that spot, would she be any closer to whole?
She thinks of Zosia. She thinks of Helen.
Her stomach growls.
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During the period of domesticity in S1E8, Carol is hungry for what she can't have.
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There is a cure. Zosia is cured except she doesn’t remember Carol or anyone else at all.
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The Amnesia AU
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3 years after Zosia leaves her, Carol and Manousos find a cure. Carol learns to live with the emptiness.
A definitely unrealistic drabble of a take on an almost-happy ending for Carol (and the show.)
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- Part 2 of carol & the end of the end of the world
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Before Helen, you were always alone. And you survived. You’ll do it again.
You don’t need them.
You don’t need her...
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“I changed my mind,” Carol whispers. It comes out hoarsely. She’s on the floor looking up at the ceiling. Everything is spinning around her and she’s holding an empty whiskey bottle against her chest. She’s maybe never been more drunk. “I changed my mind. I want you to be Helen.”
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“I missed you,” said Helen, as if she were reading Carol’s own thoughts.
“I didn’t go anywhere.” Carol sucked in a breath while Helen kissed along her jaw. “I just ruined my book.”
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Zosia comes back to visit. Carol discovers some things have changed. (Set after 1.05 - "Got Milk.")
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28 Nov 2025
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setting myself on fire ahahahahahahahahahahahaha fuck.
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Ink on wet paper, a memory bleeding. The Chergui. A giant, playful hand pushing against our chests. Faster now, hot and dry, wind cutting in from the Sahara.
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Zosia's POV as she fractures from the hivemind during the final scene in 1.04 -
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Carol and Helen, before the end of the world, in six segments.
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had to get his out of my head.
Irving Bailiff chooses to be reintegrated after Irving B is killed/fired from Lumon so that he can continue his investigations with more inside information. It’s rough. the train scene didn’t happen because Irving has more political integrity than that. he’s depressed and horny. I’m sorry
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Irving realizes that the train he is on is heading in the wrong direction. Radar agrees.
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16 Mar 2025
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GO GET HIM IRVING GO GET YOUR MAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Goodman takes a look at the sketchbook. 'Your attention to detail is impressive. Though I must say, I prefer when it's not directed at my daily schedule.’
'And I prefer when men announce themselves before sitting at my table.’
‘Please.’ Goodman’s smile is sharp. ‘You already know who I am.’
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- Part 1 of Moscow Rules
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06 Mar 2025
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GIGGLING INTO MY HANDS AND KICKING MY FEET
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How Burt moves in.
Burt pulls into Irving’s driveway, wondering how long he can make this drive last. Eventually, he brings the car to a stop. He’s about to open his mouth to say something to prolong the evening before Irving beats him to it.
‘Would you like to come in?’ Irving asks, a touch too loudly.
Burt turns the ignition off and faces the passenger seat. Irving’s turned to him, head tilted to the left, more in hope than in anticipation.
‘Are you sure?’Series
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03 Mar 2025
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they're in love with each other and i love them
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Life finds a way, even on the severed floor. Seasons change and plants grow. Even Lumon can't stop flowers from blooming.
(In which Dylan solves a mystery, Mark finds a leaf, Irving falls in love, Helly makes a list, and Petey dreams of spring.)
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16 Feb 2025
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OHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS *screams*
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"And I shall whisper to ye dutiful through the ages. In your noblest thoughts and epiphanies shall be my voice. You are my mouth, and through ye, I will whisper on when I am 10 centuries demised." [...] He doesn’t just speak to us through the handbook or the paintings. He finds other ways.
It starts with the dreams.
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Irving is getting ahead of himself. Lovemaking comes after kissing, or at least that’s what he believes in his heart. And kissing, of course, comes after dating.
Irving lowers his cube wall again. "Did you notice if there were any vending machines in O&D?"
"No," Dylan says shortly, clacking away at his keyboard.
"No, you didn't notice? Or no, there weren't any?" Irving says.
"Jesus, Irving, I didn't notice," Dylan says. "Why?"