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The Shape of Safety: a dark taboo romance by feverillogic
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
13 Jul 2026
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My secret isn't the girl I'm hiding in the woods. It's the dark, twisted shape of my soul.
I'm haunted by dreams that leave me sweating and sick with shame. Dreams about El. The girl I saved, the one I'm protecting.
She doesn't know what she does to me. Strips bare without a second thought. Then I find out why, the real truth about the lab. About Brenner. He didn't break her. He rewired her. Turned her into a needy, desperate thing who doesn't know the difference between a hug and a hand job. Between comfort and the kind of stimulation she's way too young to be experiencing.
"Papa, fix," she begs, offering herself to me. The thrilling part is, I'm the only one who can do it. The only one who knows just how damaged she is.
The sickness inside her has woken up a sickness inside me, and now I got a choice.
Do I fight this attraction and save what's left of my soul? Or do I give her the fix she craves and claim the one thing in this whole screwed-up world that's truly mine?
I'm a monster playing house, and the ticking time bomb isn't the 'bad men' finding out where I've hidden her.
It's me.
* This story can be read as a stand-alone even if you haven't seen ST imo
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- Part 1 of The Shape of Safety: Hopper & Eleven
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I'm a man who fixes things. Engines, pipes, problems. But my sixteen-year-old daughter's heart? That's a tangled mess I can't get my hands on, and it's killing me. Lily's punk-ass boyfriend is demanding things she's not ready to give. He thinks he owns her, when really, he doesn't deserve a second of her time.
A week in the mountains is my plan to fix it. My old college roommate Michael says I need to show Lily what a real man is. How she should be loved and cherished. He's sold me on a remote cabin in the Cascades as the perfect opportunity for father-daughter bonding. No Wi-Fi, no distractions.
Michael's got this intense vibe, though. A philosophy professor, he talks a lot about breaking society's rules, about finding a more natural way of living. I think he means fishing and campfires, but he's got secrets. I can feel it in my gut. The bond he has with his own teen daughter feels a little off. A little too close.
The further we drive into the remote wilderness, the more I wonder if this is really a rescue mission for my relationship with my Lilypad, or if I've just delivered us into a trap.
* Temporarily on hiatus while I wrap up Shape of Safety. My brain wants to focus only on that, sorry *
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The Shape of Safety: Outtake #1: Calibration by feverillogic
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 Dec 2025
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My secret isn't the girl I'm hiding in the woods. It's the dark, twisted shape of my soul.
"Papa, fix," she begs, offering herself to me. The thrilling part is, I'm the only one who can do it. The only one who knows just how damaged she is.
The sickness inside her has woken up a sickness inside me. I'm a monster playing house, and the ticking time bomb isn't the 'bad men' finding out where I've hidden her. It's me.
*** This is a one-shot smut scene where instead of resisting at first like he does in my main fic, instead of being the "good guy," Hopper gives Eleven exactly what she's begging for. Can be read as a stand-alone. This is a much darker, villainous version of Hopper here ***
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- Part 2 of The Shape of Safety: Hopper & Eleven
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It doesn't take long to settle into the rhythm of your new summer job.
Or: the babysitter x single dad au
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09 May 2026
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If I Knew The Words by ARightFarPiece
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
30 Apr 2024
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“It was different here in Jackson. There was a damn society around them and they weren’t in the rotting remains of another world; they were in a new world, in a home, in a bed. Before had been…survival, or a shadow of it. This wasn’t.”
Joel and Ellie return to Jackson after the hospital and attempt to assimilate. Problematic smut, all the angst, growing pains, familial bonding, and difficulty defining themselves.
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- Part 4 of Means and Inclinations
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04 Apr 2026
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If I Was Older by ARightFarPiece
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
23 Mar 2024
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Somewhere on the road to Jackson, a discussion about cattle leads to a frustrated Ellie bullying Joel into telling her what he might do if she were older.
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- Part 1 of Means and Inclinations
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If I Was Counting by ARightFarPiece
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
27 Mar 2024
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Ellie and Joel get caught in a rainstorm on the road to Jackson. Problematic smut.
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- Part 2 of Means and Inclinations
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04 Apr 2026
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"What is this then, huh? Just lonely?"
He said it so closely to her ear that it made her shiver. Ellie tried to snark, "Yeah, I get real lonely with you bothering me all day."
Joel didn't laugh, just kept steady and asked, almost interrogative, "What, then?"
She groaned, "God, aren't you old and wise or something? What d'you think this is?"
Joel’s tone exposed his edge, his fear, "I think I'm the only warm thing around for 30 miles out, and you're a goddamn hormonal teenager."
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Fix-it of sorts post-s1. Joel ends up confessing about the Fireflies. Ellie grapples with the battle in her heart. Then a handful of other things happen.Bookmarked by feverillogic
30 Mar 2026