fearandloathe
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for the hearts of our enemies by fearandloathe for A_breath_of_snow_and_ashes
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Jan 2023
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death by diamonds and pearls by fearandloathe for Rex_Writes
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Dec 2022
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After his father dies unexpectedly, Dean moves back to the only town that ever truly felt like home. It’s time to settle, put down some roots, and take over Bobby’s auto shop. At the local Gas’n’Sip, Dean runs into one of the reasons his feelings for Sioux Falls have always been so fond.
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20 Jun 2026
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Their lives are intertwined, inextricably so. It's a truth Eddie knows fundamentally. It's a grounding fact about his and Buck’s relationship. They're best friends on the precipice of something more and he's in no rush to push them into uncharted waters. They’ll find their way there eventually – it's inevitable. So Buck can date other people for now, he can have his fun. Eddie won't spoil that for him. In the end, Buck always comes home to him.
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Buck and Eddie are living together and Buck has started dating again. Eddie realises he's in love with Buck and takes the time to work through his feelings - not at all threatened by his best friend's lovers.
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12 Jun 2026
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There will always be a distance between them.
If Castiel ever had a purpose, maybe it is this: to bargain, to die and come back again and again, until all that’s left is this. This is the last thing threatening their peace, the last debt left to settle. All it will take is one final death for it to be over for good. This is how they move on to something better.
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08 Jun 2026
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His grace is burning out, and the wasteland it leaves inside him becomes an echo chamber for all the memories, all the fear and doubt and self-loathing he's collected over the years. Things said and done hound him on endless repeat until he's convinced they’ll break through his skin and fill the silence of the bunker.
His head is killing him, and he sits hunched over an open book, not really reading, just digging his fingers into his skull and praying nothing slips through the cracks.
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07 Jun 2026
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Dean's not leaving Cas behind.
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07 Jun 2026