everlasting_devotion



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    “It’s silly, isn’t it? To still feel so… tired. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been, yet I still have that wish to…” he trailed off, unable to finish the sentence. He Xuan gently looped one of its arms through his, linking their fingers together. “It’s difficult to truly live after you’ve spent so long only existing, uncaring of what may happen to you,” it verbalised the words for him, steady and matter-of-factually. Xie Lian gave a short nod, biting his lip in shame.
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    Xie Lian shares his struggles with the passive desire to cease existing with He Xuan. The calamity offers to share how it deals with its own passive ideation.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Sort of heavy, short fic, where you and scaramouche were about to spend a chill sunny day together until something interrupts. But he takes care of it, and you. So its not all bad.

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    21 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    A heart is regarded as a mirror that reflects someone’s soul. A sovereign ruler that ordains decrees that the body is meant to follow.

    The heart imposes how one should act. How they should feel.

    So how can a puppet constructed without a heart exhibit such distinct qualities?

     

    (In which you catch Scara before he falls during the Sumeru archon quest)

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    20 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Lohen doesn't get sick. Lohen fights ruin guards for fun. Lohen has never missed a day of training in twelve years.

    Lohen is currently flat on his back with a fever of 103, trying to climb out the bedroom window.

    Mika, who has not slept in three days and is running purely on spite and cold compresses, would like it known that he loves his boyfriend very much. He would also like it known that he is this close to tying said boyfriend to the headboard with his own belt.

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    In which Lohen learns that fevers are humbling, windows are not doors, and Mika Schmidt is one hell of a terrifying nurse.

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    21 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Ah, daozhang, no need to act so coy! We’re all adults here!” The farmer says with a wink. When no reply comes from Xie Lian the old man looks at a loss. After a moment he glances over his shoulder to check the empty road behind them and adds in a low voice. “Daozhang, we’re all adults who know the ways of the world. My wife clearly heard the sounds of two people…erm, taken in amorous delight, coming from your shrine.”

    The sweat dampening Xie Lian’s forehead from the effort of scrap-collecting turns icy. His mouth has a foul acrid taste and it takes him a while before he can open it to reply. “It was not San Lang and I,” he says and the bitterness is so heavy in his heart that he doesn’t find room to be embarrassed about the topic. “San Lang has a beloved person he’s been longing for, he must have found them at last.”

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    A villager hears sounds of dubious nature coming from Xie Lian's shrine and congratulates him for finally getting together with Hua Cheng. Unfortunately, nothing has happened between the two and Xie Lian is left to stew in vinegar.

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    09 Mar 2026