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    Heeseung had to leave his idol group two years ago. He gets home one day only to hear that his old members have suddenly gone missing. Where could they have gone?

     

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    The title is based off of Home, Enhypen's music video that made me cry on my kitchen floor when I first heard it because of how sweet it was. This fic is my version of coping.
    Edit: In light of recent events, please do not bring any hostility to this fic. This is a work of fiction.

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    24 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Heeseung tucks one hand into his chest. The other, he presses to his lips, breath hitching like he’s crying when he’s not.
    What is he even doing?

    'Push your hand away.' He thinks. 'Just do it.'

    He doesn’t know what the members would say if they saw him. He doesn’t even know what he’d say to himself. Maybe he would walk out of his room, and say nothing at all.

    But no matter how much he wills his hand to move, it doesn’t. It’s no use.
    Instead, his neck burns with shame. He presses his thumb into his mouth before he can get a say in it, squeezing his eyes shut as if it’ll protect him from himself.

    It hurts to admit, but that’s all it takes for the world to go quiet. A hush in the air, comforting like a low hum of the wind at night.

    This happens more than he’d like to admit, always when everything becomes too much and the world starts to feel too big. But it doesn’t make sense. It never has.

    (Heeseung's journey of self-acceptance, and learning to be cared for)

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    24 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    On the clock, they might be at each other’s throats but here, it’s for another reason entirely.

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    07 May 2026

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    This is where Jay wants to laugh because it's this easy to get Heeseung where he wants him to be: pistoning him into the mattress almost vertically for ease of access, his arms sore from Heeseung pinning them to his back, his throat raw from moaning and screaming and mewling, all because Jay had laid his head on his lap and mouthed at his dick while Heeseung was on League.

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    03 May 2026

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    Riki has adopted the unconventional habit of sleeping while sucking on Jungwon's chest, now he can't do without it. But he is lucky Jungwon lets him.

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    12 Mar 2026