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It starts like this: Shauna and Jackie are fighting.
Shauna slams the door as she goes outside, leaving Jackie alone inside.
Lottie doesn't understand what's just happened because it wasn't supposed to happen this way. Right?
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The first snow comes, and somethings different. Someone that was never supposed to go outside gets caught in the cold. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. Things will never be the same.
A fic about what happens if Jackie and Shauna switch places, told through the dual POV of Jackie and Lottie. There's angst, sorrow, strife, and somehow just a little bit of happiness found along the way between a girl who had everything and lost it and a girl who had nothing and now has too much.
"Someone I loved once gave me
a box of darkness.It took me years to understand
that this, too, was a gift." -- "The Uses of Sorrow" by Mary Oliver -
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Natalie is the new Antler Queen. The cabin has burned. Everyone is struggling to survive and to deal with the aftermath of what they've done, what they've become. Natalie is trying her best to keep it all together, but she can't do it alone. So she turns to the only other person whose head is heavy with the weight of the Crown of Antlers-- Lottie.
Heavy is the head that wears the Antler crown, after all, and if neither of them can wear it alone, why not try it together?
"Survival was my only hope, success my only revenge" -- Patricia Cornwell
Post season 2, canon compliant up till then. I try to stay as IC as I can with my fics, so I hope this is something y'all can enjoy, too!
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- Part 3 of It Was Always In Us
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Lottie didn’t know Laura Lee had jumped. Didn’t know Laura Lee was falling from the plane. Didn’t know that the explosion and smoke cloud covered her descent. Didn’t know that her back hit the water and fire licked her face. Didn’t know that Laura Lee was floating and then sinking, sinking, drowning.
Lottie didn’t know until she felt like she was drowning, too.
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Laura Lee survives the plane explosion, which means everything is going to change. The wilderness wanted a sacrfice and now it's lost two. AU canon divergence that explores what might've happened had Laura Lee lived and how her influence might effect Lottie and the Wilderness they worship.
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Natalie looks reflective. And then her face draws into something soft and tender and Lottie doesn’t remember Natalie ever looking at her this way before. Maybe close to, but never fully. She remembers the tub, she remembers holding onto Natalie’s hand longer than she should have. She remembers asking her to stay and Natalie agreeing without hesitation. She remembers every time Natalie looked at her without anger in her eyes and how she would hide the memories away in place that the medication and the electricity couldn’t touch them.
“Lottie,” Natalie starts, and her voice is soft, a secret for only them to hear, “I’m not the drunk one.”
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That scene rom 2x07 that we didn't get and that we all deserve.
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- Part 1 of It Was Always In Us
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So that was how Misty Quigley landed herself in the psych ward next to the general hospital. And, really, it wasn’t all that bad. She got three free meals a day, there were plenty of people to talk to (about Natalie), a big TV in the lounge, lots of books to read, magazines to flip through, and she had a nice room with a nice bed and no one looked at her like she was crazy. (Mostly because they all were, but who was keeping track? Not Misty.)
The only problem with this specific hospital?
There was a one Charlotte fucking Matthews admitted here as well.
And even worse , she was Misty’s roommate .
(The scandal!)
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Misty and Lottie play Battleship.
Misty loses a lot.
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The alternate retelling of the end of season 2 and individual works of an alternate season 3, both in the teen timeline and adult timeline.
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The [Closeted Lesbian's] Guide to Sensual Bondage OR How To Prove Jackie Taylor Is NOT A Lesbian Pervert, Just A Normal Pervert by Anonymous
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
18 Jul 2026
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The Yellowjackets pass around a bondage porno VHS tape and when it makes its way to Jackie, she starts to realize maybe there's a reason things aren't working quite right with Jeff. That reason is clearly that she's a deviant pervert who can't get off on normal sex and absolutely NOT that she's a closeted lesbian. Luckily for her (and unluckily for her best friend), Shauna is there to help her through this journey of self-discovery.
Will be a longer story rather than my usual oneshots exploring Jackie's internalized homophobia and compulsory heterosexuality. Rating to change eventually.
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Bookmarked by envyzilla
11 Jul 2026
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All the living yellowjackets are forced together when someone decides to unearth their past. Tensions rise, past relationships are revealed, and new ones are forged in a reunion that no one asked for (except maybe Misty).
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Shauna’s world is rocked when Jackie Taylor walks back into it.
post s1 adult timeline divergence fic
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Bookmarked by envyzilla
18 Jun 2026
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a candidate for the soulmate bled by Bandydear for lottiesacolyte, fivewhatfive
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
30 Mar 2025
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Nat visits Lottie for a nightcap. Lottie, spinning out on nostalgia and logistics, fails to understand that she's being booty called.
Canon compliant, somewhere around episodes 202 and 203.
Bookmarked by envyzilla
15 Jun 2026
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In the wilderness afterlife, Jackie and the rest of the yellowjackets who died cope with living
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The afterlife does existBookmarked by envyzilla
12 Jun 2026
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Months after Jackie almost dies in the snow, Lottie declares Shauna Antler Queen and Jackie her Consort.
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A Jackie Lives AU where they all starve, go a little crazier than in canon, and Jackie becomes Antler Queen Shauna’s wilderness wife.
Bookmarked by envyzilla
01 Jun 2026