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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    “I can’t do this. I can’t do this anymore.” Once again, fear washes over him. The pain he felt during the car crash and everything after, Satomi could manage, but this? Loving someone – loving Kyouji – was just too painful. The endless long nights he stayed wide awake, the countless daydreams he had with every free moment of his time, the bitter longing and anguishing yearning he had felt for years, Satomi might just die if he had to go through all of this again.

    I want to be happy. I want to be happy, but you make me so sad, Kyouji-san.

    The man that once made him so happy, has become the greatest source of sorrow in his life.

    Satomi knows that Kyouji doesn’t like him like that. What they have is something similar to friendship, and although he wants something more, he knows that it’s not going to happen. The months of no texting, few hours of getting food, and only a few words of comfort, it’s clear that Kyouji has drawn that line, and Satomi knows not to cross it anymore.

    What he doesn’t know is that Kyouji wants him more than anything.

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    15 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Eat something first,” Kusakabe says, while looking down at Hiromi with both his arms propping himself up on the pillow, caging Hiromi's head.

    “Later.” Hiromi reaches his hand to the other’s neck but Kusakabe catches it, lacing their fingers together.

    “Oh c’mon...spare me from always having to finish your dinner, Hiromi.” He clicks his tongue half-heartedly, “Itadori keeps questioning me why I'm even on a diet cuz I only eat half a portion every dinner. I think Miwa already finds out.”

    Hiromi holds his chuckle and instead raises his thigh and teasingly rubs the visible bulge on the man’s crotch.

    Kusakabe’s breath hitches a bit.

    “The sooner we finish the sooner I eat,” is all Hiromi says before he grips the other’s nape with his free hand and pulls Kusakabe’s face down to his neck, offering it.

    EDIT: Now with an art by @soleeryx

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    27 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Kyouji makes a noise of vague sympathy, only audible over the rushing air conditioner because of how close they are. Tucked together in the back seat of the Century, curtains drawn against the July sun, Satomi scooped sideways into Kyouji's lap. If someone peeked through the windshield they'd probably think—

    Satomi flushes, presses his lips together. It's really not—like that.

    Or: Satomi gets cuddle pollened.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    "But what does Kyouji-san want?"

    Everything he shouldn't, starting with Okada's head in a barrel.

    Kyouji finds himself outside of Saizeria following Okada's survival, waiting for Satomi like the obedient dog he was. He shouldn't be here, shouldn't keep interfering in Satomi's life. It was his fault Okada found Satomi, his fault the writer took that picture and questioned Satomi, his fault Satomi couldn't have a normal life. But he couldn't walk away.

    Walking away meant leaving Satomi confused and upset again. He'd threatened to end a man's life for less.

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    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    About what leads Touma to confess. In other words, some things are easier to think than to say.

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    14 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    What SHOULD have happened at the end of ch 21!

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    14 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 13

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    Satomi is married, Kyouji is first lieutenant; they both have regrets.

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    14 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    Satomi began typing out a reply and paused. If he went and said ‘he’s weird’ then it’d come off like it was something interesting, which it wasn’t. Plus once he told Wada, Nakagawa would find out and press him. As it stood though, Satomi couldn't draw any definitive conclusion about Kyouji Narita.

    He was going to spend these next six weeks pretending that he didn’t exist, after all.

    One Kyouji Narita begins work at the Oka's music store as their summer hire. Satomi has better things to do, until he doesn't.

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    02 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    “What the hell happened?”

    “I had a slight run-in with a cab.”

    “A slight run-in with a cab.” Harvey frowns, eyes darting from the torn knees of Mike’s pants to his rumpled tie to what Mike can only assume is a pretty bad scrape on his cheek, judging from the stinging and the blood he’s wiped away multiple times in the last fifteen minutes. “It doesn’t look very ‘slight.’”

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    31 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 4

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    Kyouji awakens, half suspended in a dream of the someone he cannot love.

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    25 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    "Kyouji-san—I don't know what to do."

    "You're doing great, kid," Kyouji assures him. One of his hands comes up to press against Satomi's, holding them there against all the blood. Is it just Satomi's imagination, or does it feel colder than it should? "Just keep up the pressure. You're doing great."

    Or, one night while they're out, Kyouji is shot. Satomi panics.

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    25 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 16

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    He reaches out to his nightstand to get his other phone from the drawer. The lock screen only tells him he has 1 notification from LINE, but he doesn't need to check to know who it's from.

    He allows himself a moment to linger on "see you later" before getting up with a sigh. He's too used to the twinge in his back to groan now, though sometimes he still does to play the part. It helps; keeps him from floundering. Just your average middle-aged guy getting up to a brand new day.

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    22 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Aren't mornings like this just the best?”

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    22 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    He didn't fight the waves pulling him back under, finding comfort in the weightlessness.

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    21 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    Satomi doesn’t know why he entered that karaoke, nor why he rented one of the rooms for himself. He feels exhausted and should probably go back home to sleep instead.

    He doesn’t regret doing so, though.

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    21 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    Satomi felt like Kyouji could see through him, but he could see only a small part of Kyouji.

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    21 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    Kyouji shares his cigarette.

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    21 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 12

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    The T-shirt that's left out for him isn't comically small, only a little, likely because of Satomi's penchant for oversized clothing — something Kyouji understands but doesn't. The pajama pants, though, are more like capris on him and the waistband digs into his hips, but Kyouji doesn't mind. It reminds him of the time when Satomi suddenly wrapped his arms around him from behind, a silent plea for Kyouji not to go. To leave.

    In which Kyouji is forced to spend a night at Satomi's apartment.

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    21 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 12

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    Kyouji Narita spent the entirety of his existence waiting for something to go wrong. From the moment he became a child of madness, he had accepted that his lot in life was to be pulled into an unending whirlpool of insanity, absurdity, and flights too close to the sun—the path an average man would never walk. There was never, and would never be, an acceptable excuse for dragging another into that way of life.

    In his selfishness, he spent the briefest of moments as an encroaching shadow, looming over a boy’s youthful summer. In his loneliness, he remained in the boy’s orbit until the day it would all come crashing down, like it always must.

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    Comments:
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    21 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    And ideally, it’s a loving father or mother or brother who’s in the passenger seat telling him to relax, clutch and brake, clutch and brake Satomi kun, after he goes past ninety way too soon.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    494

    21 May 2026

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