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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Till had been a fan of Black Sorrow's for years, ever since he heard their music by chance on his way home from school. His obsession was instantaneous and it only grew with each passing day. Ivan was so handsome, so alluring, he was drawn to him like a moth to a flame, but he was convinced he'd never get the chance to see him let alone meet him. When a once in a lifetime chance comes Till's way, he would be stupid not to take it. Even after meeting Ivan, he never thought their relationship would go beyond that of a fan and his idol, but he is proven wrong when a chance encounter with his idol lets him live out his wildest fantasy.

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    Rock Ivan and High School Till freakery and some fluff

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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    till got his hands on some weed and thought of course the smartest course of action would be to smoke it with his boyfriend, duh!

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    "It's a lust hex," Till points to the heart in the middle shakily, framing his womb below, "It's gets more and more uncomfortable until the victim is… filled."

    Till has somehow found himself the victim of a womb tattoo curse. He seeks out Ivan to deal with the problem on account of a promise they made back in college. A promise that Ivan will be the one to take Till's virginity.

    Angel/Devil AU.

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    “I had a thought,” Ivan says suddenly, looking up from the book he was reading and smirking at Till.

    “What was your thought, Ivan? Please enlighten me.”

    “Have you ever thought about doing anything with a guy?” Ivan asks, it sounds innocent enough, but his smirk is dangerous, devious even.

    Till splutters, face going bright red as his mouth opens and closes like he’s a fish out of water, gasping for air.

    “No! What the fuck, Ivan?! I’m not gay!” Till shrieks, his voice shrill with irritation and outrage.

    “Well, you know, if a guy puts it in, but doesn’t move it isn’t really gay," Ivan explains calmly.

    Till’s jaw drops, his eyes widening. Ivan can’t be serious, can he? But Ivan sounds so confident and sincere for once, Till doesn’t know why, but he feels compelled to believe him for once.

    “Really?” Till asks stupidly, tilting his head to the side.

    Ivan merely nods his head, a soft smile on his face.

    “Yeah, definitely not,” Ivan assures.

    “But like, he’d still be putting his dick inside of me. That’s pretty fucking gay, dude.”

    Ivan shakes his head. “No, not if he doesn’t move.”

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    Ivan is a fucking liar and Till is very gullible

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    18 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    Practice resumes. Till alternates between watching clouds of his own breath and clouds of cherry flavour vapour pour out from between his cold lips. His arms continue to tremble in the cold, despite the added protection of Ivan’s jacket. He adds another tally to Ivan’s successful pass record, and watches him bend over to set another play. He can see the outline of Ivan’s jockstrap, curving above either thick side of his glutes.

    Briefly, he wonders what that jockstrap might taste like. 

    A few members of the football team try to attack Till, disgusted by his attraction to their captain, Ivan. Their captain, repays that concern in kind.

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    20 Apr 2026