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Buck freezes, staring wide-eyed at his wall as though with enough conviction he could render it transparent. On the other side, Eddie lies in bed, unaware his phone is still connected, still broadcasting sound through Buck’s speakers. Where he’s awake, where he's watching—
“Such a gorgeous fuckin’ mouth, fuck—”
—because Eddie wants to— or he’s trying to…
“Suck on it, yeah, like that, suck it up—”
Belatedly, Buck realises he’s already on his feet. Compulsion has coiled around him like a silken leash, tugging him out of his bedroom and down the hallway towards the guest room.
for Bottom Eddie Week Day 1: Fixation (Breathplay/Choking)
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24 Jul 2026
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No Game by AHumanFemale, barbaXbenson, Power-Bottom-Barba (Cap_Against_The_Clap), Robin Hood (kjack89), thesorceressfromthelake, tobeconspicuous
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
08 Dec 2017
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Five times Fin has witnessed Rafael Barba failing at flirting… and one time he witnesses him succeed.
Sort of.
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23 Jul 2026
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When Barba is implicated in a crime Olivia knows he didn't commit, his refusal to provide a key witness frustrates Olivia and could put his innocence in jeopardy.
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23 Jul 2026
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Buck could eat.
Set directly after the grenade shift.
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- Part 1 of with friends like these
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22 Jul 2026
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He doesn't like it when things get messy. He prefers clean breaks, and he deeply appreciates that this is the first moment that Sonny has even tiptoed over the line Rafael had drawn in the sand when he'd ended things between them. He doesn't want to encourage further intrusions, further boundary testing.
Except.
That's not really what this is, tonight. Even Rafael can see that. Sonny's so quiet, so withdrawn. He's hurt and hurting, and he came to Rafael because he didn't know where else to go.
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22 Jul 2026
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"Get out of my office, detective," snaps Rafael.
"Sure thing," says Carisi, insufferably cheerful. Rafael glares him to the door, at which point Carisi turns back, hands resting lightly on either side of the frame, and says, "I like you, Barba."
"Oh, God," says Rafael. "What could I possibly have done to deserve such an honour? Please, tell me so I don't do it again."
Carisi grins and says, "You didn't do anything."
"Enlightening," says Rafael dryly.
Carisi just shrugs as he drops his arms and says, "You're you."
Rafael blinks at the empty doorway, paused for a long moment before he shakes himself out of it.
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17 Jul 2026
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“Hey,” Sonny said during a lull in the day when it seemed like a good idea to ask the question he'd been pondering for a while now. “If two dudes get married, like, to each other. How many bachelor's parties do they throw?”
Rollins shot him an annoyed look from her desk. “What's that supposed to mean?”
He matched her look. “What do you mean, what's that supposed to mean? It means exactly what it sounds like. If two dudes get gay married, how many bachelor's parties do they throw?”
(As it turned out, the answer was two, but held at the same time so that one bachelor's party could crash the venue of the other one.)
Also known as: Sonny Carisi's Life, as Told Through Binge Drinking.
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14 Jul 2026
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"It was ridiculous, nobody just… woke up gay. Did they? They didn't. Did they?" | Sonny Carisi wakes up gay. Maybe.
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13 Jul 2026
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When Ryan wakes up and there’s no alarm and no sunlight and no kid sneaking out of their room and into his, he snags his phone off the nightstand and taps open his messages.
Ryan: What do you mean you play guitar?
It's been bothering him for weeks, this newly discovered talent of Oliver’s. Not that it exists, but that he didn’t know about it until just a few weeks ago. It’s been almost 9 years of something like friendship between them.
or: sometimes Ryan wakes up in the middle of the night, and sometimes Oliver's at the gym at the same time
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26 Jun 2026
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“I’m not jealous,” Elliot answers eventually. Even as he says it, he can taste the lie. What’s worse is that he knows Olivia can see right through him.
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20 Jun 2026
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“Buck,” Eddie rasps, still staring at the straining shape of his cock in his uniform pants. His free hand reaches up to tangle itself in Buck’s shirt, his grip surprisingly strong given the state he’s in. “You’re—”
“I’m sorry,” Buck rushes out. Eddie licks his lips and then flinches when Buck’s fingers flex accidentally, twitching against the delicate, sensitive edges of his wound. “It’s— it’s the adrenaline, I’m so sorry, I—”
Their chests heave in unison. Buck fights the urge to squirm under Eddie’s gaze, hot and knowing, sizing Buck up like a cut of meat. He pretends like he’s not doing the same.
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Buck and Eddie, trapped in the hospital elevator.Bookmarked by drh0rrible
16 May 2026
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“I think maybe Pepa's setting you up with the wrong people,” Buck blurts out.
“I did like him, he just–”
“I mean–” Buck huffs, and then he really gets going, “he’s basically just some–some emotionally unavailable douche who dragged you all the way out to Studio City fully intending to ditch you until he realized he had a chance to get in your pants, which–where, in some restroom? And don’t even get me started on–like, you said you sucked his dick, but what about you? Did he even get you off? That doesn’t sound very considerate! Frankly, he sounds like a terrible guy, and you should let me set you up with someone!”
Eddie’s brain isn’t going remotely as fast as Buck’s, because he’s still slowly making his way from his first thought (did I ever tell him I was meeting Matt in Studio City?) to his second one (has he been thinking about if and how I got off this whole time?) when Buck says that last part, and then it takes another moment to sink in. He blinks at the table. He blinks at Buck. “I’m sorry, what was that?”
Or: Eddie comes out, Pepa takes the initiative, and Buck follows her lead.
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08 May 2026
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my momsold me to Scott Hunter, a Shane Hollander fanfiction by luulapants, mockspeed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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rpfactorfiction
Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.
So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.
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07 May 2026
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drown in good intentions (never quench the fire) by windmillsofmymind
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
20 Apr 2025
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“I thought you were ready to start dating,” Bobby says, which. Eddie doesn’t think that’s remotely close to the point.
“Yeah, Eddie,” Buck echoes, all narrowed eyes and petulance, aggressively attempting to spear a tomato on his plate while maintaining eye contact.
“I…I don’t think the blind dates were really working out.”
“So you’re trying to get out of your aunt’s setups, again. And this is what you’re going with?” Hen says, eyebrows raised.
“I did not say that. I hadn’t even thought about telling Pepa I’m seeing Felisa, to be honest.” But isn’t that a thought. “I just thought a break would be nice, you know? I can find someone at my own pace, organically.”
A chorus of protests and objections, to the tune of “how are you going to meet someone organically when everybody thinks you’re dating someone else," breaks out across the table.
“Oh, he’s gonna find someone organically, alright,” Chimney interrupts. “Obviously, he’s gonna fall in love with Felisa.”
Buck promptly begins to choke on his salad.
Or: Eddie pretends to date Felisa Valdez, a normal thing to do, for normal reasons. Buck acts normal about it.
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26 Apr 2026
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“So,” Buck says, head spinning. He’s really feeling the alcohol now. They definitely should have eaten something before drinking. “No women.”
Eddie fumbles as he sets the bottle down on his bedside table. “No women.”
“What about men?” Buck blurts, which is—crazy, because again: neither of them are gay.
They’re just two straight guys. Two straight guys in Eddie’s bed, tipsy, and—and Eddie doesn’t want to sleep with women. Which means nothing.
Beside him, Eddie goes preternaturally still. “I would know, if I—you know.”
“Okay.” Buck’s hands twitch at his sides. “I—yeah. Me too.”
Then, very seriously, Eddie turns to look at him. “If I were gay, you would be my first call.”
Warmth blooms in Buck’s chest. Eddie’s so nice to him. “Dude,” he says, touched. “You’d be my first call too.”
Or: a story set in season 2 featuring tequila, Just The Tip, and, finally, a kiss.
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27 Mar 2026
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“Bathroom’s free, by the way,” Ryan says, voice too light for the grin it pulls, “if you want to… y’know.”
A normal person would’ve finished the sentence. Shower. But Ryan leaves the sentence hanging just long enough to let implication bloom, as if a shower isn’t the only thing Oliver will get up to in there.
Not that it’s any of Ryan’s business, Oliver thinks haughtily, ten minutes later, fist moving in short and furious strokes under the scalding water.
Or, there's a storm in Nashville, and out of the two of them, Ryan's the only one who had the sense to extend his checkout date.
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09 Mar 2026
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Eddie keeps forgetting that he has a girlfriend. Or that Buck has a boyfriend.
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Chimney's bachelor party, as told in two parts.
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16 Feb 2026
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“Oh.” The new toothpick is already sliding into Eddie’s mouth, making itself at home. Buck’s fingers had held it a moment ago. “Y’know, I didn’t— never realised you did that. W–with your mouth.”
“Did wha— Oh,” Eddie catches on mid-word, shrugs. “Yeah. Childhood habit, I guess. Thought I kicked it years ago but…”
“You do it a lot,” Buck blurts, then wants to saw his own tongue off.
It all starts with Eddie performing fellatio on a ringpop.
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23 Dec 2025
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The Ilya Rozanov Exposé by nineteenohtwo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Dec 2025
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Perez Hilton ✅ @PerezHilton
Viral: Married "gay" hockey star Ilya Rozanov caught IN PUBLIC sexting mystery woman. WITH RECEIPTS!
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19 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov Gets Railed by GlitterCity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2023
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“You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.
Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”
“You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.
“Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”
“And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”
“When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”
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03 Dec 2025