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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    20 Mar 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Ilya was barely back from the World Juniors and had barely met Shane Hollander when his hockey career was taken from him. He was so close to escaping everything in Russia, only to be caught by his brother, ruined by his father, and forced to marry Svetlana to escape.

    Now he's finally on his own, with his shitty studio apartment, his shitty job as a facilities tech in the Raider's Stadium, and his overall shitty life. Nothing could get worse from here, and he has no reason to think it'll get better. Until he runs into Shane fucking Hollander while smoking behind a club, maybe he could get a second chance with the man he's been secretly crushing on for years?

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane was twelve when hockey scouts started showing up to his games. He was barely fifteen when a check went horribly wrong, fucked his knee to hell and gave him a grade III concussion. During rehab he found swimming, and he was seventeen when he went to the Olympics as an alternate for freestyle swim events.

    He’s 24 and working for his mom’s sports PR company when he meets Ilya Fucking Rozanov.

    May contain: Shane Hollander navigating what it means to be mostly normal when your whole childhood was about preparing you for greatness. Shane Hollander attempting to flirt. Possibly less than 100% accurate descriptions of what a sports PR agent does.

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    21 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane only indulged in coffee occasionally and he tried to ignore that Rozanov had gotten his coffee right, despite only seeing him order it maybe twice.

    “Thanks, Rozanov. And I have to get here early. We both do. So we can plan.”

    “You have binder of plan. Plan never changes. Plan is laminated.” To drive his point home, he shook the binder that contained a few different practice schedules, all laminated and in order of priority.

    Shane huffed and sipped his coffee to avoid the glint in Rozanov’s eyes. The team slowly trickled in, which gave Shane relief. Being alone with Rozanov lately felt like a battle. He got flustered more easily than he used to and Rozanov could tell. In fact, he’d go out of his way to make it worse. So he tried to avoid being alone with him at all costs, to hide his inability to make eye contact and his deepening blushes - at least until he could sort out what was happening in his head.

    Or; Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are drafted to the Ottawa Centaurs as rookies.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    01 May 2026

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