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    “Am I dirty?” he asked before he could think better of it.

    Suguru looked him up and down with a curious expression, squinting, searching for something that could explain whatever the hell was going on. “Huh? No… you look fine to me.”

    That’s not what I meant. Am I filthy, or am I pure?

    “Are—are you sure?” It came out weak, brittle. He lightly unclasped the hand from Suguru’s jacket which he was still holding, leaving it just hovering over the fabric. He was scared he’d burn Suguru again, but he was more scared about being unclean. “What about my hands?”

    Without reservation, Suguru gently took Satoru’s hand from the jacket and then lifted the other, still pressed to Satoru’s chest, into his own small palms. He turned his hands till his palms faced God, and Lord, did they burn, but before he could pull back, Suguru held them firmly, thumbs brushing over the lines and grooves of his palms, steady, careful, unflinching.

    “All clean, ‘Toru. I promise. See?”

    Satoru did not believe him.

    Or, Satoru wrestles with God, the Bible, and the slow, undeniable realization that he is in love with his best friend, Suguru.

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    17 May 2026

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    a chaotic collection of bite-sized moments with various jjk men — soft, silly, angsty, and everything in between. no plot, just vibes, and way too many feelings for one heart to handle. ౨ৎ
    cross posted on my tumblr !!
    f = fluff
    s = smut
    a = angst

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    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Money can't buy love, but it can buy the night.

    Burned out by the corporate grind, you turn to an exclusive escort agency rumored to employ the most powerful and dangerous men in Tokyo. Your goal? To reclaim your body and your pleasure on your own terms.

    Chapter by chapter, you work your way through the roster. First comes the King of Curses, followed by the Sorcerer Killer, the Strongest Sorcerer, and then the rest. It’s explicit, expensive, and it's exactly what you need. Until the chemistry starts to feel a little too real for a simple transaction. ;)

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    10 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    When your mind knows it's poison but your heart yearns for it anyway. A dirty desire that blooms in the darkest of crevices— you know they're no good for you and yet still cradle that bloodied rose in your eager hands. But don't you know? forbidden fruit always tastes sweeter. Updates every friday & tuesday.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Abbot is all restraint, all talk and no bite. Samira knows he's been flirting with her, because she'd discovered weeks ago she's been flirting right back.

    And if you think about it -

    Eight months is a long time with just her fingers.

    "Jack." Samira says and the reaction it elicits immediately sets her heart pounding. Dr. Abbot - Jack - inhales sharply, eyes widening. He takes a step forward, pure instinct driven, before stopping himself. And, oh. There's a power that she suddenly feels, coursing through her veins and setting her blood on fire.

    "Walk me home?"

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    (pure smut loosely inspired by a tweet where someone said they want abbot to talk mohan through it.)

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    06 Apr 2025