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The arm ring has spiritual meaning for the Vikings, but Ragnar had not gifted it with that intention. Ragnar has never pushed his deepest of beliefs onto Athelstan. He has only ever waited for Athelstan to reach his own decision. And what did Athelstan do with the symbol of that?
He threw it away.
Shame burns hot in him. Doubt takes root.
An AU where Athelstan explores a less finite choice with his religion, instead embracing both his God and those of the Vikings, and it changes just enough for him and Ragnar.
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AU where Ricky kidnaps Izzy instead of shooting him.
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I will lift his love and I'll break your spirit by desdemora
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
21 Jun 2024
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Canon Divergence where Ricky never shot Izzy, and Stede stayed on the Revenge to Captain with Izzy as (one) of his First Mates. Sort of a character study, where I wanted to put Izzy in Situations and it rather grew a life of its own. This fic is all about hurt/comfort tropes and bonding with Izzy, the crew, Stede, and Ed.
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"It is an astounding thing, to be part of a crew that isn’t intent on stabbing anyone else in the back – at least not one of their own. Absolutely mind-blowing….And it’s not even a closed circle... And the requirements to join them?
Acceptance.
Protectiveness.
Being part of their team.A fuckin' team. That’s the last bit. You must be willing to become one of them, in some way. Izzy still isn’t sure he deserves such a thing, not when his comfortable tendencies still sprout from years worth of vicious living and his sharp tongue lashes out more often than not. But he wants to have earned it. He can even feel where his heart sweats from quickly growing in this thrice-damned nurturing environment.”
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Let me at the corners where the light don’t touch by desdemora
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
12 Dec 2023
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Summary: Canon divergence & extension of S2E6 where Low is intrigued by Izzy, so he torments him alongside Edward and Stede. Main pairings are Izzy/Edward with Steddyhands endgame, and a side helping of Ned/Izzy.
The noncon tag: Not overly explicit, further details in endnote“You’ve been hunting us for a while then....All to defend your honor?” Izzy let his tone radiate how he felt about such obsessiveness.
Low flashed him a grin. “Yes. I’m not one to do things by halves… And from what I heard and saw, neither is Blackbeard’s crew. But I can tell you are not Blackbeard’s any longer. I didn’t even have to fight for this, did I? Your capture, so easy, so boring…” He let his judgment fall on each of them, Izzy for the longest before focusing back on Edward. “I expected better.”
“You’re right,” Bonnet snapped, “We’re not just Blackbeard’s any more. We’re more than that. Ever heard of the Gentleman Pirate?”
He sounded so ridiculously proud of himself and Izzy had to resist rolling his eyes. Not helpful, but there was not much that could stop this mess.
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Bang-won sends soldiers after Seon-ho and his Jurchen army before Seon-ho has the chance to bring them during the Second Strife.
I wrote this because I saw pictures of bloody snow and ended up thinking about My Country and getting emotional (as usual).
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Ye Zun still cries out when he’s breached. He hates this. Why can’t he be strong like Shen Wei? If they were both strong, if he had any abilities they could survive on their own. Instead he’s here, on his back, nothing but a set of holes for these rebels to fuck.
Ye Zun closes his eyes and imagines it’s Shen Wei. The illusion never lasts, because Shen Wei would be gentle and sweet to him, telling him what a good boy he is for taking his dick so well, hands firm but never hurting him. It all vanishes when Ye Zun opens his eyes, blinking back tears.
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The knowledge Wen Kexing gains comes in fragments. Piece by piece until he ends up with the whole picture that makes his blood both boil and freeze.
What if Prince Jin did so much worse to Zhou Zishu during the latter's stay in Tian Chuang?
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a bird would return by margrave
Fandoms: 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021), 天涯客 | Faraway Wanderers - priest
10 Mar 2021
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[Zhou Zishu didn’t really want to wake up, he was laid out on something soft and the material under his hands were silky and smooth, he hasn’t slept in something this expensive in a very long time. ]
Set post drama, I'm making a lot of guesses about what happens at the end of the series. More in notes.
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Explicit series for JinZhou Week 2022.
Day 2: Jealousy
Day 3: Threesome / Gangbang
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“Xiao Zhuo-daren, let me do this for you,” Zhao Yuanzhou says, his eyes darting to Zhuo Yichen’s mouth and slowly back up, until he looks into the other man’s eyes again, gaze sparkling like precious gems. Zhuo Yichen feels his eyes go wide, with a treacherous blush coming up his face. Now his heart is racing again, but for a whole different reason. Before he can say anything, though, Zhao Yuanzhou hastily adds, “The fear. Let me help you master your… fear,” this time, his gaze drops to Zhuo Yichen’s neckline, leaving an almost burning track as he raises his eyes up back to his face.
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08 Jun 2026
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Magnificent gorgeous visceral and found family as a cherry on top