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    Based on a Hydra Trash kinkmeme prompt: "The Soldier knows only one way of being treated 'in the bedroom'. Having Bucky back means that Steve will probably try to make a move one day, but little does he know what his friends has been going through for all those years.

    Bucky thinks the way Hydra treated him is how the deed is done in any kind of situation, including normal ones. In short, he ends up abusing/raping Steve in the bedroom.

    + flashbacks to Hydra.
    ++ Bucky copies his handlers' dirty talk because he thinks that's just how it's being done.
    +++ Steve gets hard (because it's Barnes)

    (Extra kudos if it happens more than once before Steve finally dares to tell Barnes this isn't the right way of doing things. Five rotten apples for Guilty Feelings and Angsty Bucky!) "

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    04 Jun 2026

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    "Agent Rogers. We have to stop meeting like this." The Winter Soldier crouched in front of where Steve was slumped against the wall, hands and forearms glued to the stone behind him by some kind of sticky polymer. "Comfortable?"

    "No," Steve lied. "My blood circulation has been cut off. I've lost all feeling in my hands."

    "Oh, so I should probably cut you loose," the Soldier deadpanned.

    "It's a medical emergency. You don't want to be responsible for me losing limbs, do you?"

    "Tell you what, if you lose your hands, I'll make you some new ones." He held up his metal hand, smallest finger crooked. “Pinkie promise.”

     

    Secret Agent adversaries-to-lovers AU where the Winter Soldier keeps tying Captain America to walls and sticking around to chat. Shut up, Natasha, it’s not flirting, okay? (It’s definitely flirting.)

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Beautiful

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    “Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.

    Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”

    Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.

    Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.

    “Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    We all get our bell rung eventually🤷

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    Autocomplete suggests the most common searches on the internet.

    ILYA

    Welcome! I am very excited.

    SHANE

    Our agent made me do this.

    ILYA

    Lies!

    So WIRED asked Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov some of the internet's burning questions.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    ilyarozanovofficial ✓ on Instagram
    [a slideshow post of Ilya and Shane’s time in the Bahamas, complete with scenic sunset pictures, coconuts by the beach, and a shot of Shane from the back showing only his forearm and his hand linked with Ilya’s, leading him forward]
    getaway
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    S_Hollander24
    You look very nice in that swimsuit
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    ilyarozanovofficial
    @S_Hollander24 sorry, i have a boyfriend
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    The only thing the media knows about famous model Ilya Rozanov's secret boyfriend is that he exists. Shane is happy to keep their relationship private, until he isn't.

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    31 Dec 2025

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