9 Works by dddvader
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John is trained to endure, to restrain himself, to efficiently suppress his wants when the time demands, and he transfers it into their intercourses – never letting himself lose it completely, even if energy pulses under his skin and on his fingertips, but mostly in his cock, making him want to throw caution out the window and take as much as he can from Bob. He knows that Bob wouldn’t refuse him. But he can’t. Can’t act like he needs it that much, can’t feel that way too – shouldn’t, for it’s nothing, really. Just a means to loosen up a little bit.
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You Know You Want Me To Burn Alive by dddvader
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
27 Jun 2025
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“I’m not-” Bucky’s brow furrows, his jaw clenches tight. He could at least stop lying. Of course he had been looking. And now, losing to himself, he looks again, when Zemo beckons him closer, pulls him in by the buckle of his belt.
“James,” he says, low, stroking him through the fabric of his pants with a gloved hand. No skin, no real contact.
Bucky shrugs his shoulders, lashes lowering, but Helmut rises up in front of him, grabbing his chin, forcing it down until their eyes lock.
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“I was thinking about you and us and…” Bob’s breath hitches, he pauses, and John kinda feels everything crumbling inside of him because it sounds too much like his last conversation with Olivia before they… He stops himself from spiraling and squeezes Bob’s hand tighter, waiting for him to continue.
“I wonder if you’ll ever bite me,” Bob finally pushes out, dropping his gaze.
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- Part 3 of part of me is you a/b/o vers
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It’s Been A While Since I Could Stand On My Own Two Feet Again by dddvader
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
20 Jun 2025
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The night flows, and even though John is tired as fuck – he spent the day with his son, helping him with football training – he feels that pleasant buzz of energy.
It’s around midnight when that kid walks in, dragging a duffel and looking like he hasn’t slept for days. Tall but built like a scarecrow, clothes a size too big, hanging off his body. John isn’t sure he’s legal. He doesn’t care that much – has work to do – but when the kid props himself on a bar stool and raises a slender hand, John walks to him and says firmly, “We don’t serve alcohol to minors.”
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Bob squeezes John’s hand harder, like he needs something to ground himself, because it absolutely shatters him – not in a bad way, though. He lets out a shaking sigh, his heart stuttering under his ribcage, and it’s like his chest is bursting with all the emotions flooding him in that moment. A couple of weeks ago, he didn’t even know that baby existed; he didn’t know if he would ever want to have one. And now he suddenly feels like nothing is as important as them and never will be.
It’s sickening and amazing at the same time.
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- Part 2 of part of me is you a/b/o vers
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He gulps heavily and slowly flops onto his back, pressing a palm to his mouth, desperately trying to suppress the nausea.
“Oh my God…” he mumbles, the sensation so intense – it’s like he’s about to burst. He barely makes it to the bathroom before it hits, making him throw up violently, his body quivering and shaking, spasms breaking through his stomach and never ending. It leaves a bitter taste and that disgusting soreness in his throat when it’s finally over, and Bob slides slowly down onto the tiled floor, curling in on himself, hugging his knees to his chest, his forehead resting on them.
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- Part 1 of part of me is you a/b/o vers
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It’s actually embarrassing how John can watch his face for hours, those pretty eyes, blue like cornflowers, his adorable nose and his thin lips, stretched in a smile half the time they’re together, and the perfect line of his jaw, somehow soft and strong at the same time, which is as absurd as all the sappy thoughts John has about the guy.
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John turns the water on and pushes Bob against the tiled wall of the shower, just drinking him in for a moment: the disheveled hair, lips reddened from all the kisses, pink dusting his face and neck and even chest – and oh. He looks gorgeous, achingly so, tilting his head back against the wall, glancing at John from under his lashes with such hunger it makes John’s skin burn, his cock getting hard fast. It’s like he’s Pavloved by Bob’s gaze alone, which is embarrassing, honestly, but John doesn’t mind.
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I Come to You in Pieces (So You Can Make Me Whole) by dddvader for screamingintotheabyss1412
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
15 May 2025
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He’s not weak now – couldn’t be if he wanted – but he feels so, very much, feels vulnerable when a shiver breaks his body and he shifts, presses his face into the soft fabric of a worn tee, whimpering. It’s John’s, he realizes, when strong scent curls inside his lungs. He didn’t mean to, but as a newborn kitten finds its mother’s udder, he finds John’s scent everywhere.