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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    29 May 2026

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    unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.

    Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”

    He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.

    “I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”

    or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Shane had spent time—a lot of time, really—thinking about retirement. It came with the territory; on average, hockey players retired in their 30s, with a few outliers playing into their 40s. The really good ones got maybe three decades out of it all before putting the stick down and hanging the jersey up. In his mind, Shane liked to think he’d be one of them, playing till he hit forty-five, ending on some high note—the Centaurs winning their nth or so Cup, maybe—before fading, slowly, into the background.

    It turned out it would all just end in a random game, with a random team, boom— all so definitively over that Shane was left falling, completely flailing, clueless about any next step.

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    25 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

    Mystery Work

    Part of haru's private fic repository
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    24 Jan 2026

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    The picturesque village of Buell, Maine is one of the last in the United States to continue the tradition of the “harvest” or “prosperity” lottery. Its residents insist the lottery makes them stronger, even as condemnation from outsiders grows.

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    24 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    Pete twists his mouth to the side, rubs his nose, conscious of being observed. “No, I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about a lot of things. Just staying occupied.”

    “The old escape hatch.”

    “Yeah. Yeah, that’s right.”

    “Okay.” Ray studies him a moment longer. “Well? Where’re we escaping to?”

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    Pete and Ray jump off a bridge. And survive.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”

    “Abram,” Andrew returns.

    “I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”

    “You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”

    Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.

    In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.

    Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    28 Apr 2023

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    Chan faces one of his worst fears when one of Felix's seizures affects the entire group

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    08 Apr 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    regular sickfic with a lil sniffle is not enough anymore. i need this, bass-boosted sickfic

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    Renjun’s new roommate is hibernating.

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    01 Jan 2023

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    Renjun has always known that Mark has a heart ten times too big for his body. It’s why he fell in love with him in the first place.

    He only worries now that Mark’s heart might be so big that Renjun alone isn’t enough to fill it.

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    20 Oct 2022

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    he's trying to become who he pretends to be

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    08 Oct 2022

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    “Did you know it’s Valentine’s day?” Jaehyun mutters, his voice still hoarse.

    “No,” Renjun admits, he’s never had to think about Valentines before. There was just no reason.

    “I was born on Valentines.”

    Renjun scoffs, “Must be fun for you, birthday sex every year.”

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    26 Aug 2022

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    Nandor starts coming by Guillermo’s room to chat. It’s… weird.

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    06 Jul 2022

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    Guillermo de la Cruz cares about a lot of things. He cares about his mother, he cares about public transportation. He cares about the fight for unions, the way Nadja taught him how to braid, the record Laszlo gave him, the office supplies Colin brings him, the soft curl that escapes Nandor’s updo when he’s had a harrowing day. He cares about the stupid glitter portrait, he cares about his mini fridge, his crucifix, his coffee mug, he just. Cares. Guillermo de la Cruz cares. It’s what has made him a good familiar, a great bodyguard, an unflinching friend.

    So that’s what he does. He cares. He cares when Nandor lets blood flow into Gail’s mouth. He cares when he hits his knees and pulls out that stupid fucking ring. He cares when Gail says yes.

    He cares. He cares. He cares.

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    19 Jun 2022

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    "You can't eat cereal," Guillermo tells Nandor when he joins him at the back of the store.

    Nandor holds up a box of Kellogg's Frosted Flakes and says, "The sexy tiger wants me to solve his puzzle. He is challenging me."

    Guillermo studies the children's quiz on the back of the box.

    "And how is that going?"

    "I'll need a little longer in this establishment."

     

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    Guillermo and Nandor hit the road. They try to talk about their feelings.

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    15 May 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    if season 4 doesn't go exactly like this i will be very angry

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    “Okay,” Jingyi says, as Sizhui puzzles this out aloud. “Okay! So the demon has been turning its victims into children.”

    “I think so,” Sizhui says.

    “To make them easier prey,” Jingyi says.

    “Yes,” Sizhui says.

    “So—” Jingyi’s voice cracks here, “this kid is Senior Wei.”

    Wei Wuxian, still tangled in his own massive robes, blinks politely at them.

    (Or: Wei Wuxian is cursed on a night-hunt, and the junior quartet rapidly finds themselves in over their heads.)

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    28 Mar 2022

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    bad days happen, jimin knows that. but some days are so punishing that jimin forgets to be kind to himself.

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    26 Jan 2022

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    Donghyuck's voice is nothing more than a huffed whisper against Mark’s bare waist. “It’s okay.”

    Mark knows it’s not because they’ve been planning for weeks.

    Almost a year into their relationship and they haven’t had a single date yet. They’ve never had enough spare time in their hands, it has always been scratched as not important enough, always pushed back to the bottom of the list. Always waiting and waiting and waiting for the right moment.

    (or: mark is always waiting and, somehow, he’s never there in time)

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    12 Jan 2022

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