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"I care about you,” Chuuya muttered, refusing to look over at Dazai after his drunken confession.
Dazai let out a soft, incredulous laugh. Chibi cared about him now? How does that make sense? They were at each other’s throats day in and day out.
And why now, of all times, had Chuuya chosen to be so terribly...open? Had he caught on to the tumult within Dazai’s head? Or was whiskey some sort of backwater truth serum?
Dazai almost refused to accept Chuuya's words, but some part of him ached when he tried to deny them. Maybe, on a drunken winter night like this, he might be able to hear them. Really, truly hear them.
Because some part of him had latched onto the hope that the words that sat on the tip of his tongue every time he saw Chuuya might spill out. Not because Dazai was brave, but because Chuuya was.
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- Part 1 of the boys, for better or for worse
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14 Jun 2026
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Two Weeks of Waiting Like A Dog by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Feb 2026
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Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”
“Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”
Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.
Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”
“Dazai—”
Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.
He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.
He did not take it out.
or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.Series
- Part 6 of a cavity called February
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04 Jun 2026
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Soukoku Week 2019 : Day -6-
"Chuuya has always called Dazai with his first name but after overhearing some rumors about them being 'too close', Chuuya decided he won't call Dazai with his first name anymore not knowing that he was about to ruin the goal Dazai set for himself since they became high schoolers ."
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- Part 6 of Soukoku Week 2019
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12 May 2026
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Dazai didn’t want to tell Chuuya the truth; he was afraid of being belittled by his partner.
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15 Feb 2026
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“Chuuya, can I hold your hand?”
“What the fuck?”
Dazai laughs. “Is it weird?”
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