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    Aching in the Absence of You by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    09 Jun 2021

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    Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back. 

    He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales. 

    "Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time. 

    By nightfall, Cas is gone.

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    scared of the rain (by god) by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    11 Sep 2025

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    When your physical needs are stripped away in a place like Purgatory, it gets harder to drown out other desires.

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    16 May 2026

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    I've Seen Your Silverware Drawer by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    15 Oct 2016

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    "Am I the big spoon or the little spoon?"

    Dean wants to roll his eyes, but decides it's better not to. "What the hell, Cas? What are you talking about?"

    "Well," he starts, even-toned, as he continues to undress slowly before Dean's eyes, "Sam asked me earlier if I was the big spoon or the little spoon."

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    15 May 2026

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    A Forgivable Mistake by Anonymous

    Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

    01 Mar 2024

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    A night of drinking has never ended well for Chuuya, but this, a dank hotel room and one insufferable suicide enthusiast, had to be a new low for him.

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    18 Jan 2025

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    Sonic struggles at watching movies by

    Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types  

    08 Jan 2025

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    Sonic and movies go together like pineapple on pizza.

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