chaos_dreaming
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- Merlin (TV) (2)
- Heated Rivalry (TV) (2)
- 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) (1)
- Daredevil (TV) (1)
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Because sometimes the most important thing you can do is ask.
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горечь утраты, любовь by chaos_dreaming for troubleshootsback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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There is simultaneously so much and so little that Irina and Shane have in common. So little between their looks, their lives, their circumstances. So much in the twinkle of their eyes and the soft tones of their voices as they say "Ilyusha," with a smile and stroke of his hair.
One thing, Ilya knows for certain. He loves them both. He always will and he always has. And maybe, just maybe, there's nothing more that makes his existence worth it than tying the two people closest to him together with love.
or,
One time Ilya doesn't say 'I love you', and one time he does.
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Arthur and his relationship with life through the years
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In an almost remarkable show of audacity, for this would be unthinkable if it were anyone else, Merlin firmly – but quite tenderly, all the same – grasps his face with both hands and turns it towards him, forcing Arthur to look him in the eyes.
“I said,” Merlin speaks slowly for emphasis, “do it. Use me."
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The Discipline Of It by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.
The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.
Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.
Like mother, like son.
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Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.
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08 Jun 2026
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nothing that i don’t already know by guarddog (theslymoon)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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hockey twt socmed fics ft the neutral zone podcast
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29 May 2026
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It Takes a Village by DistantStorm
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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An exploration of the first few months of Ilya and Shane’s “official” relationship, featuring Shane’s extremely supportive parents who do not do anything by half measures. Starts in September 2017.
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Bookmarked by chaos_dreaming
29 May 2026
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He looks at Yuna, who looks at him back, seeming like she wants to say something but doesn’t know how.
“Shane says you have been a Metros fan for your entire life,” Ilya offers.
It’s a good starting spot. Things they both know. Shane. Hockey.
Ilya is determined to earn the right to love Shane the way he’s had to earn everything. He doesn’t expect for that to extend reciprocation, but it does, anyway.
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23 May 2026
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The outside world could be melting and deforming into something monstrous, for all Ilya cares. Shane looks at him with the same sincerity he brings to everything else he does, and Ilya is one of those things now. A permanent fixture. An object of care.
“If I was your vase,” he asks, unable to help himself. “Would you take good care of me?”
Bookmarked by chaos_dreaming
24 May 2026