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    Bucky buys a house. Between Sam and Bucky finding their new normal, they fix it up together.

     
    Before he could second guess himself, Bucky snapped a picture with his phone and sent it to Sam.
    I bought a house.

    Sam responded only two minutes later. Dude, you dropped that news way too casually.

    Another minute. Looks nice.

    Bucky held his breath, watching the bubbles appear and disappear.

    You need some help?

    Bucky was surprised how easy it was to text back: Yeah, wouldn’t mind some. He almost thought his therapist would be proud.

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    “Can I touch you?” Barnes asks. It’s maybe the most jarring thing Barnes has ever said to him, and that’s saying something considering Barnes has graced him with such hits as 'let’s take the shield, Sam' and 'we’re breaking Zemo out of prison, Sam' but he can already feel the ghost of a hand hovering over his back as if asking for permission.

    “To relieve the tension,” Barnes says as if Sam is the one being particularly dense.

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    In which Bucky has to be the shyest guy Sam has ever slept with, but he still manages to fuck Sam within an inch of his life. Twice. He also has the filthiest mouth Sam's ever witnessed, but Bucky doesn't do much talking.

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    The third day after SHIELD falls, Sam finds a crow with a broken wing on his doorstep.

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    Abruptly, Sam wonders how many people have put a friendly hand on Bucky in the last ninety-odd years. How many times did touch like this mean pain and suffering, instead of someone trying to take care of him? And it makes his heart ache, the thought of how much devastation and roughness Bucky’s been through, denied this kind of casual, compassionate touch that Sam doesn’t even think twice about offering.

    Experimentally, he pulls his hand back. Bucky makes this low whining noise that makes Sam put his hand back immediately. And then he watches the way Bucky leans into it, eyelids fluttering like he’s almost falling asleep like this. Doesn’t even seem conscious of it, like he’s gone somewhere else in his head while Sam’s patching him up. And it’s – Sam doesn’t know what to think, doesn’t know what to feel. Because this is Bucky, and he’s showing such terrifying vulnerability, and Sam –

    Sam can’t help but wonder if Bucky still expects pain every time someone touches him.

     

    (Five times Sam realizes Bucky is touch-starved, and the one time he really does something about it.)

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