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    “I’m- I can’t convince myself to commit to a longer stay,” Robby admits, frustrated by it. “It’d be better for actually getting somewhere with antidepressants, I know, but I feel like once I take away the work and the bike and everything else I do… there’s a clock on how long I can be naked like that. When it runs out, if I’m not back on the right side, I’ll get stuck as nothing, forever.” Robby drops his face into his hand. “Why does this sound like The Little Mermaid?” he moans.

    “Is this the kind of place where they throw a black bag over your head and smash your SIM card, or can I still talk to you?” Jack asks.

    ~After a scare on his road trip, Robby does two weeks of inpatient care in Wisconsin... and you'll never guess who he uses his phone time on~

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Robby hasn’t felt so obvious and awkward since he sprang up five inches freshman year of high school. Here he stands in the middle of the doorway, bearing several tell-tales of a life upside down. He’s wide awake at 2 AM. He’s scruffy headed, and stuck wearing sweat pants a size too big for the weight he’s lost in recovery. Just the weight of his phone in his pocket would be enough to drag them down over his bruised and battered hip bones if he didn’t knot them up mercilessly. Robby stinks of Wet Ones and rinse-free shampoo. And to top it all off, he’s become completely, heart wringingly, affectionately incontinent.

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    21 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    As soon as Jack registers that there’s a person-sized shadow huddled on the front steps to his apartment, he knows that it’s Robby. He recognizes the contours of the body backlit by the bulb which illuminates the steps: short hair disarrayed, limned with gold in the light; the line of his throat, starkly pale beside the soft thick darkness of his beard; the defeated slope of his shoulders under the same green long-sleeved shirt he wore during his shift. Jack slows his pace as he approaches. Robby must notice him, the only figure on the empty street, but he doesn’t move.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    It wasn’t the first time, and it certainly wouldn’t be the last. It was ordinary, part of both their continued white-knuckled grip on the edge of life. Keeping it together. Sometimes you just couldn’t carry it alone. Sometimes you needed someone to stand by you, to fill the air with words until the world righted itself, to walk beside you back onto solid ground.

    Sometimes, unfortunately, it was that person’s day off, and you had to drag yourself off the roof.

    Jack kept drifting.

    He wanted it all to stop.

    He craved silence.

    Stillness.

    Darkness.

    The world was too damn bright.

     

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    Jack has a rough night and goes to find Robby. Robby tries to keep Jack grounded, however he can.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “Jack,” she answered, nodding toward the window in Robby’s view. “He’s one of the most in-demand Doms here.”

    Robby turned his full attention back to the room, shaking his head minutely at a creeping awareness as he took another look at the Dom’s build, his salt-and-pepper curls. The freckles dotting his fair skin. It wasn’t possible—

    Then the Dom shifted his position, and Robby let out a shocked noise that attracted the attention of the others in his vicinity. The Dom in the play room—with his perfect composure and steady command—was Jack.

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    03 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 95

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    “I appreciate you sharing that with me,” Robby slowly says, picking his words with care. “Objectively, and with love, that’s the saddest defense of therapy I’ve ever heard.”

    “It worked. How about I buy you a drink after each session? The bar’s close to the therapist’s office.”

    “You’ve got better things to do on your day off.”

    “Not really,” Abbot says, and he smiles at Robby’s surprise. “The nachos aren’t half bad.”

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    After months of ducking and digging in heels, Robby finally starts seeing a therapist. Abbot's therapist. It's inadvisable, sure, but it seems to be working. At least, until their deepening relationship dredges up feelings which Abbot thought had died with his husband.

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    03 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 61

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    Robby has a breakdown after pittfest. Jack is there to pick up the pieces.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    How Jack and Robby have been in love, they just have to compare panic attacks first, sleep in each others beds, share house keys, and see each other naked. Very conventional like.

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    23 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Sicktember Day 12- "You're adorable when you're sick"

    “Y’know, you’re adorable when you're sick.” She mumbles. 

    John twitches in her grasp, like a rabbit caught in a snare, then falls still again. His eyes were closed a moment ago, but they're open now- she can feel them blinking, lashes tickling her skin. His breaths come slow and measured against her chest. 

    He waits. For what, she wonders?

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    While looking after a sick John, Anna realises there are still some things she needs to show him about love.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    "Congrats again on the award; you deserve it." And with that, she disappeared into the crowd.

    Probably off to go plan how to hit on Jack. Jack, who this random doctor wanted to have sex with. Here. At the conference.

    Intellectually, Robby knew that was what people did at these things. Drunken hookups at conferences were common, though often denied, if not regretted. Robby had never partaken because that was not his speed, but Jack—

    Well, Jack had no such qualms. And at an ED medical conference, he was basically a rockstar. He could probably have anyone he wanted.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    19 Jul 2025

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    Jack Abbot kissed me three days ago.

     

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    After Heather, he swore he would never date another coworker again. The breakup wasn’t easy, and their interactions were so awkward and tense for a while. The effects were felt throughout the Pitt. Not that he wants to date Jack. No. Absolutely not. The kiss was a mistake. It was the beer and a trauma response. They’ve been gravitating to each other more lately, needing each other.

     

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    Robby told himself he was not going to date anyone after Dr. Collins. He also carries a mental List in his mind of all the people whom he's wronged or he fears he disappointed or cannot help. He can't possibly explore any feelings he may have for the night shift attending. No, not until The List is whittled down or gone.

    What could happen if The List is completed? Could he make an exception for the younger attending? Old habits are hard to break. It seems like Jack Abbot could just be the thing that Robby needs.

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    22 Jun 2025

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    An exploration of Judaism, medicine, and what it means to heal.

    Set pre and post-season 1.

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    21 Apr 2025

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    Dana really could recognize an inciting incident when she saw one. And the woman with the short blond hair was a hell of a shitstorm wrapped up in a cute pink hoodie.

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    22 Mar 2025

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    Ten years ago, Remus broke the heart of his best friend. Just before that friend became world-renowned pop icon, Sirius Black. Now, his other best friends are having a baby, and they've named both Remus and Sirius the godfather of their unborn child as some convoluted plot to get them back together. They pretend it doesn't work while simultaneously, and secretly, finding their way back to one another.

    FUN TROPES FEATURED IN THIS FIC!!
    - describing flavors of chocolate in an excessively sexual manner
    - philosophical discussion of why Hozier is love-making music
    - an appreciation of thighs and the way they stretch tattered denim
    - cigarettes: terrible but what a fucking visual image
    - crashing a golf cart and nearly killing all your friends at once
    - Regulus Black and the art of affectionate insults
    - autobiographical clause about sobbing to Don Henley in the car
    - PREMATURE GREY HAIR: YES, THEY'RE 28/29, I KNOW

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    30 Dec 2022

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    24 Oct 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 45

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    Carlos and Lando enjoy a relationship unique to Formula One. This work illustrates the development and increasing depth of their relationship as they navigate the challenges and triumphs of their world together. What they want versus what they must do, and the grey areas that emerge.

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    12 Oct 2022

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    More often than sometimes, Lando wishes that he was a piece of machinery himself. Something someone could fiddle with to make sure that he ran right. There must be a flaw in his coding, at the very least. He was not designed right. A prototype of a human. A puppet with arms that do not move in the ways they’re supposed to. The more he designs for his degree, the more nights he spends over code, staring at numbers flashing in front of his eyes, the more he understands the slow blinking during a panic attack.

    The human desire to set oneself back to factory settings. The uncontrollable urge to begin again.

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    12 Oct 2022

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    Heist!AU. Carlos Sainz Jr. is heading a heist operation based out of New York, following his father's footsteps as a criminal mastermind. Max Verstappen, the most feared mercenary in the business, is his second in command. Daniel Ricciardo is the deadly charmer that gets them whatever they need, from whoever they need it from.

    Lando Norris is the mystery. Carlos has never met him in person, but he knows Lando will be perfect for the job.

    But Lando is not exactly what Carlos envisioned a computer nerd to be.

    In fact, he is very, very hot.

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    23 Aug 2022

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    Remus works for the Gryffindor Lions as a physical trainer, and has been half in love with Sirius Black, the Lions' heartthrob captain, for a while now, but he never expected Sirius to return the feelings. Read if you like cute nicknames, slow burn, and pining. Yep. That's it.

    There's some nice OC's of mine in here, too, please don't take them, thanks!

    (If you want to see more of this universe, check out 12 Days of Ficmas 2020 in my listed works. These characters also appear (in a very situations) in my work Relic Keel, along with some new OCs)

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    12 Aug 2022

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